Everyone have their own dirty little secret. So am I. And you guys. Well, what's my dirty little secret?
I have a secret crush on ALOT of people...!!
First, I had this secret crush on the computer guy who always repairs my computer. He's hot. Serious. He's not those computer freak that you guys imagine. HE'S NORMAL. In fact, he exceed normal. He's hot. DAMN HOT. He's those bad boy type. No, he's not lala AT ALL...!! He normally wears a collar t-shirt plus jeans or sometimes a nice long sleeve shirt and a pair of nice jeans to work. And he goes clubbing almost every night. Well, today I went to alter my jeans and I saw him. He's at the pet shop beside the tailor. He's playing with a rock Wailer (not sure with the spelling). He's so cute. You can see his manness while his playing with that dog. I can actually use a rock wailer to describe him. Tall, dark, a bit masculine, wild and handsome. I do not know his name although I've been sending my computer to him since form 3. Wait, I think Pei Pei saw him before and she say he's cute too. Anyway, once I know his name but I forgotten. Last week, I pass by their computer shop, and I purposely drop by to see him. Finger crossing and hoping that he's there. I went in and he's there...!! Than I realised the 2nd computer guy was there as well. And he's my 2nd secret crush. Both of them were discovering the computer stuff. When I push open the glass door, both of them turn and look at me with those oh-its-you-and-what's-the-problem-this-time look. Than I only realised that I have no reason to drop by. Than I blurt out the lamest question ever. "Hey, erm.... I was wondering if you guys sell anti virus here..." than the 2nd secret crush asks "you want it with the licence or without?". Hell, I'm so not going to need that damn anti virus thing okay. I just drop by to see both of them. And guess I'm not really that stupid. This is what I answer. "I would prefer without." With all the confidence in the world, I assure that THEY DO NOT SELL ILLEGAL THINGS IN THEIR SHOP. And yes, I'm damn right. He answer me "We never sell pirated programs here. May be you try going to IOI mall's XXX shop to buy." I thanks them and away to my car. And something strikes into my brain. How am I so confident that they never sell pirated program. Than my tiny brain flush full with the good old memory. I actually did the same thing for the last few times. And every time is without the intension of buying that program but with the intension of seeing them. Gosh, I suck. I'm just so desperate to see them.
For the 2nd secret crush, mention above, he's a computer guy as well. Anyway, I meet the 1st computer guy first, so he's the 1st secret crush. The 2nd is very different from the 1st. He's always wearing nice long sleeve shirt and black pants. He's those good guy. He's totally different from the 1st. He's not very tall, moderate body, moderate skin colour, good boy and handsome. I can assure you that he's not a nerd or a freak. He's kind of flirty thou. And as usual, I just can't remember his name. I think that computer shop hire all the good looking people to work for them. Gosh, I'm so into them. I just love bringing my computer to them and repair. I never change any other shop since the first time I repair my computer there. See, I'm a loyal people. In fact, damn loyal. Love them.
The third secret crush is my college's lecturer. Please, it won't be Mr Bala. He smokes okay. And he's an Indian. A lala Indian. The lecturer that I had secret crush on does not teacher my class. And I do not know his name as well. He's those mature good looking guy. I guess he have no girlfriend or wife, finger cross. Every time I saw him he is always so serious. I think I had a crush on him is because he look mature and he dress so formally but yet not nerd (unlike William). When I say mature, I do not mean OLD. I think he's age is about 27 or so. I have no idea what subject he teaches. All I know is that he's an A Level lecturer. How can I describe him? He have pimple on his face, normal body, quite short for a guy, above average skin colour, as in a bit darker than the 2nd, and of course he's a good guy. For the looks, I will not say he's cute or handsome, but the mature-ness of his look attracts me.
The fourth is the ever famous CHRISTIANO RONALDO. This is not considered as a secret crush. Every one knows I admire him. But I support MU not because of him. I support MU since form 5. Before I know Ronaldo this hunk. I do not have to describe him as you can see him almost everyday in the news paper.
The fifth and the latest and newest will be one of my primary class mate. I do not have any crush on CY ever since I meet him last Sunday. Because he turn into a super lala. Eugh, don't even want to think about CY. Anyway, for your info, CY is my primary school sweet heart. Whole wide world, I mean my class mates, know there's something between me and CY. But the truth is, I just have a huge crush on CY because he's dark, tall and masculine when he's young. He's my type of guy when I'm young. That time I do not even know what is the different between loves and like. I'm just an idiot that keep blushing every time I talk to him. But ever since I saw him in our gathering last Sunday, he totally turns me off. Night before that, I actually hope that he's even good looking than he use to. But he just turns up to be a lala that I do not even recognise when I first saw him and his McD ice cream. However, back to the latest crush. He's one of my primary class mates. He's studying in this quite good degree in this college. He used to be very ugly. He's tall and dark since young. But now he's tall, dark, smart looking, a little masculine, VERY MAN, and good guy. There's something that he did not change since young. He still blushes and scared to talk to girls. That whole afternoon I was talking to him and make him blush like mad. Gosh, he really changes a lot. He used to be those naught students that always sent to the office by teachers. And seldom do his homework and just copy people's answer during exam. Now, he transform into a well bloom young man. A gentleman. He's not as handsome as 1st and 2nd, but he is just so good boy but yet he's not mama boy, not a nerd or a freak and most of all, he's have those criteria that parents will like. Am I really that desperate?
Okay, enough of my guys' fantasy. Actually there are lots more but I just don't want to list it out. It'll scare all of you. Those guys above are just some one that I had secret crush on. It will never have any chemistry between us. And I mean NEVER. Anyway, today went burger king with Teong Seng. He says that I do not know how to manja guys and thats why I can't get a gor gor or boyfriend. Am I really THAT bad? Do I really have to be as manja as Michelle? Even a guy can say that to me, can you imagine how serious I normally am. Man, this is really gonna make me still awake in the middle of the night and think about it. AM I REALLY THAT SCARY? Do I really have to be a bit more manja. Anyway, Teong Seng ask me to go and manja Alex because he is rich enough to buy me lunch and pay for my shoe. Hell no man, later his gf kill me. Speaking of Alex, ehehehehe.... there's one whole dirty little secret in the deepest of my heart and I will never ever tell it out. Unless Christiano ask me to. Hohohoho...
That is all for my dirty little secret... hope you enjoy it.
Love,
Nichole @ Lai Yin
P/s: I have the worst Birthday ever. No presents, no celebration and no fun. In fact I fall sick. But however, I bought myself a guess bag as a birthday present for all the secret crush mention above.
1 comment:
oh god....hahahaha too much liaw la u.
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