Showing posts with label Bitching. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bitching. Show all posts

27 April, 2009

My BFF...!! (In a vain voice)

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness


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Movie of the day:
Not another teen movie
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Walking down the memory lane, I realise all these years, I do not have a permanent best friend. Yes, no doubt I have plentiful of close friend, but seriously, I do not have a really really close best friend where we'll do anything and everything together.

Kenny once told me that he evaluate all his friends/classmate after every semester to see if there's any 'worth' knowing friends. I hereby doing the same but to see if there's any plausible best friend candidate.

First stop, Kindergarten.  
I barely could remember any of my kindergarten schoolmates. All I know is, my first kindergarten is at Puchong, call The Polka Dot Kindergarten. And our uniforms are all polka dots. I finish my last year of kindergarten in another kindergarten located at Petaling Jaya. This very kindergarten provides lunch for us brats. And I love their lunch. Menu includes vegetable congee, shaped biscuit with cold cocoa drinks or sometimes soup. I like their vegetable congee the most. Even now I'm still thinking about that congee and no one, NO ONE can cook as good as the principle's congee. And guess thats the only vegetable congee I don't mind eating.

Number of candidate: Nil.

Second stop, Primary School.
My primary school, I am very proud to say, I am a SRJK (C) Choong Wen student. It's one of the oldest school. It existed even before the forming of Malaysia. Since year 1 till I graduated, I'm still in the same old class, ie, the stupidest class. I believe I mentioned this before, during my year 1, I made friend with this guy and we immediately became really close. We even made people misunderstand us. But good thing never last long. So, there goes a plausible candidate into the pool of failure candidate. As years goes by, I made friend with this really nice girl. We can spend hours and hours talking non stop. But, like I said, good thing never last long. She transfer to another part of KL. Even so, we still keep in contact till sometimes later, we both were too busy and thus another candidate into the pool of failure candidate. During primary school, the pool of classmate's future career is so wide that can be anything and everything. All different background, different personality and different ambition. 

Number of candidate: Zero.

Third stop, High School.
High School, the place I call life changing place. Year 1, I am such a badass. I mingle around all the wrong people. Thinking that I am cool. And the results of such life? Sucky results. Year 2, I am so traumatized by my sucky result and decide to turn over a new leaf. I do not really mingle around but manage to made friend with a few of smart people and went tuition with them, for the result's sake. And my result immediately increase dramatically and also the year I met Nicholas. Year 3, I am so freaking sad that with my result, I am allocated to the last class. I mean hell, base on my result, I should be allocated to a better class. In the last class, I manage to found about two to three classmate who are in the same shoe as me. But regardless of being in the last class, I studied even harder to emerge from that sucky class. But, I must say, in that class, I made alot of good friends. Year 3 is where I am being treated as a real friend and the smart one in the class; is where I met Pauline and MunnSing; is where I got the best student of the class award. However, the pool of classmate's future career is still as wide as ever. Year 4 and 5, we were centralized and separated base on our plausible future career. I'm in the sub-art stream where my classmates' future career will be mostly business or art related. And thus a better understanding between fellow classmates. But I was wrong, even when we all have a closer set of mind as compared to the science people, I do not really mingle well with them this is because everyone already had their very one clan. But I did met Alvin, GX, Shing Yi, Leeza and William. 

Number of candidate: 8

Forth stop, A Levels
Taylor's University College. Where the pool of possible future career drew smaller. Either economics, finance, law or mathematics (which is also economics). Here, I met alot of fine people. The one who gave a real big impact to me are, Jennifer, Roxanne, Elizabeth, Michelle, Cyril, Bee, Shane and Cheah Ying. I had lots of fun and learn so much from them. Needless to say, 18 months passed so fast that I do not even manage to get to know them better.

Number of candidate: 8

Fifth stop, Law Degree year 1
Help University College. Where everyone's passion are the same. Law. I had even more fun here. I became very muhiba. I learned the Indian culture, the Malay's culture and even some African culture. I started to attend parties invitation like Deepavali and Hari Raya. I went Nasi Bryani with fellow classmates and friday date with banana leaf rice. The consequences of such blissful and carefree life, crappy results and re-sit of exams. Nonetheless, I made the most close friend ever. They are, KahJun, Krystle, Justin, Syateer, Nithi, Jamie, Alyaa, Brindha, Kulthum, Naeem, Jamal, Sidaarth and Dya.

Number of candidate: 13

Sixth stop, Law Degree year 2
Brickfieds Asia College. Where all the possible year 3 classmates gather. These people, although I do not know them well enough yet, but I can see passion in them. They are all smart and hyper hardworking people. And also down to earth. However, I dedicate my year 2 to studies but not befriend. Hence, till now, the only classmate I talk the most to will be Julia, Kelly, Dhayalini, Bayzel, Lucas and Kiren. I sincerely hope that either one of them could be one of my plausible candidate, but they are yet to be. I do not know them well, yet. Perhaps another year or semester will do the trick.

Number of candidate: 0.

Total of plausible candidate: 0+0+8+8+13 =29

And the chosen one: NONE.

Reason?
Simple. Reason number one, some of them were at another side of the globe. Reason number two, as time passed, people change and we might not be as close as we used to anymore. Reason three, I couldn't pick any of them. They all have their very own personality. They are all very special and one of its kind. So, I rather have 10 friends than a best friend. They all can satisfy my different needs. They are all equally important to me. And I cherish all of them.

Love,
Nichole 





12 April, 2009

MDG2 Top 5

3 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness




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Question of the day:
How do you describe half glass of water?
Half filled? Half Empty? Or because the glass is too oversized to be filled?
Think bout it.
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From 12 plausible looking girls who wish to hit the stardom, it goes down to the final 5 who are, no doubt, the best of the best. 

They grow from a normal girl next door to an aspiring model. They had groomed and bloomed into a model criteria in few weeks time. The wonder of fashion indeed can change one's look.


However, I still prefer last season. Instead of improving, this season, I personally think it got worst. The video quality, I get a headache watching this season. The videos are everywhere and so out of sudden. What is the Twin Tower got to do with the girls? The ratio of KL's scene video clips are more than each girls. The songs/music always louder than the girl's interview or what they said. Their drama is so boring and lifeless. Like as if they goes according to plot. They make a big shit out of small matter. And, all they got is just small small matter. Unlike last season's, the drama is so horrendous, which is good; Everyone giving the bitchy side, spreading rumors how Cindy's dad dominate the whole voting thing; How those girls handle the bitchy side of their fellow 'friends' (by being more bitchy!! Oh yea..) etc. God, I miss those drama.

On the other hand, what I like bout this season is that the elimination reflects to the girls' performance of that week. For season one, they eliminate off all the good one and remain those not THAT good ones, which makes me furious and almost pulled out all my hair. As for this season's top 5, I am really happy and satisfy with it. And I shall now give my personal opinion bout their photos from day 1.

Firstly, Dawn.


She start off with the normal college girl to me. Normal. Very ordinary. Nothing much. I can get a hand-full this type of girl from my college.

Still the same old college girl look. BORING!!
After the make over, I slap myself on my face to triple check if this is really the girl that I keep neglecting. Yes, her hair did wonder to her. And in this photo, she's so pretty. Not sexy enough though.
Very nice. Like BIG improvement as compared to the first photo. Although her hair accessory look ridiculous to me, I mean seriously, this shoot supposed to sells Beautilicious' product, but this first thing that draw my attention is that freaking ugly hair accessory. 
She look so innocent here. I think is because of her eyes. If she give the more sexy/sluty look (although I have no idea how those model does it), I believe the effect will be better. 

Move on...
I think this photo degraded Dawn's features. I barely could see her eyes. And, her dress. Horrible. As if made of black plastic bag. But these are not Dawn's fault. She did the best compared to others in this photo. This photo, she look as if she's turning gracefully and it did give the effect of 3D movement. Kudos girl!!! 

She looks normal ordinary here. AGAIN. It gives me the idea of as if this is the photo that she upload to her Facebook for her one-day-trip to Royal Selangor.
But again, they are trying to give THAT effect isn't it? Well, if it is, guess she hit it right.
OH MY HOLLY GOD!!!
She looks like drug addict here!!
No, more like a lesbian drug addict. 
Poor Dawn. What happen to her gorgeous red hair??!! 
Her ears!!! Look like some elf...
And that's a bad angle for her. BAD...REALLY BAD!!!
WORST PHOTO of Dawn. 
Even worst than her mugshot. Geee..

Okay, next, Juanita.
One of my indian classmate even prettier than her. She looks 30 here. She's so ordinary!!! 

This photo, as if she just came back from gym. Her hair is a mess. But I like her pose.
Thunderstorm!!!! 
SEXY!!!!
And after make over, she became my favourite!!
She resemble Jay of last season. She has really sharp features which I'm dying to have. Especially her eyes and nose!!! Perfect!!!
Ridiculous hair accessory again. This photo make her skin so flawless. Which is good since this photo supposed to sell make-up products. Very nice earrings and shoulder bone.
Nice pose, nice face, nice backdrop but wrong bra and undies. Look like my grandma's. 
In this photo, she look all the same. No effect of movement. How boring. Although she has really long nice legs, but the extreme right and extreme left of her legs, in this photo, are huge!! I'll say bad angle. And I LOVE her heels. It'll be even better if it's 5 or 6 inches. 
Juanita's killer limbs!! WooHoo...
She look like CEO of the company waiting for some high-power meeting to be held. Smart, intelligent and beauty all in a package. 
ARGH...!!!!
This photo is soooooo funeral!!! 
Is that what they're looking for in this theme??!!
God!!! 
This Wella inspire photo shoot totally kick ass...NOT!!!


Okay, Ming. One of my favourite since day one.
  
One word. Pretty. 
She stands out from the crowd with her courage(braces) and her pose.
PRETTY!!!
One word. Mysterious. 
Love love love her slimness.
I think monsoon wind could blow her off. 
ENVY!!!
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS PHOTO!!!
Her dress look so aunty!! Her blue eyeshadow makes her eyes smaller!!!
But I love her hair. Very nice curvy hair.

Thank goodness Ming have no humongous hair accessory. But her blush is so not well blend. And her teeth!!!! God, can't they hire a person with better photoshopping skills??!! Even LM can do better!!!
Soooooo sexy!!!
I believe those pervert uncle is so going to nose bleed if they sees this photo of Ming!!
Her hair's curl is so perfectly fit to the word sexy. The colour of her lingerie suits her perfectly. But, I cant stand her undies. May be because I hated lace so much that I think laces are ugly.
Did they just duplicate the photos? She look all the same here. Just that the second from left a tiny bit of different (saw? the hand lar!!! Blind ke??!!). And the fist thing that come to my mind when I see this photo, OSTRICH. Mwahahahahahahah.... Seriously, don't her dress look like one? Worst photo of Ming!! 
WAAAAAAA..... *faint*
She's so gorgeous here!!
The photographer's skill is sooooo brilliant.
Ming's reflection is so flawless. It is so one of its kind!!! As compared to others.
Ming's best photo!!!

I am not sure if this is Ming. Yes yes, its Ming, but she doesn't look like her here. Did she raise one of her eye brows on purpose or did the make-up artist did it? Hmm...
Her corset is falling people!!! Her boobs are going to showing!!! Gosh, is the corset a size bigger or is it Ming too skinny? I DON'T MIND DONATING SOME FATS TO HER YOU KNOW!!!
Great hair, but my attention were draw by her falling corset and her super thick eye liner. 


Move on, Natasha.

The girl who has... sorry, had the longest hair. Love the way she speak and her English. ENVY!!!
Seems to me, Natasha is going to be bullied and is a timid girl. But it turn out to be the other way. But put that aside, she's pretty alright.
She looks like Bangkok tranny in this photo!! Sorry Nat's fan, but seriously thats what come to me when I saw this photo.
Ignore her dress. SHE's GODDAM HOT with her new hair...!!!
Kudos Shawn Cutler..!!
She's so classical here!! So, 1800's Europe super rich high ranking man's daughter!!
But the make-up artist kinda lack of skills. Her face is so rough. As if the make-up artist apply the whole cake of powder/bottle of foundation on her face.
Nice angle.
Very lingerie. Not sexy, not slutty. Not really a photo that impress me like Juanita's and Ming's. But she remind me of my lingerie shopping spree. Guess she did serve the purpose of this photo shot. 
I am quite sure they duplicate her legs. They are all the SAME!!!! BORING~~~
ARGH....!!! I WANT HER HEELS!!!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!
EEeeeee.... I got so distracted by her heels.
Good smile, or either fake-laugh. Good hair, good make-up, good top. But wrong leg posture, wrong necklace (I think it look stupid), wrong skirt.  
Very saloon poster feel. Love her eye lashes anyway.


Lastly, Pinky.

Another Amber Chia wanna be. Boring.
Yea, that's my first impression towards Pinky.
Sigh, typical facebook photo. Not my favourite. 
OH MY GOD!!! She's definitely one of my favourite, after the make over and some grooming work!! Except the fact that she couldn't speak fluent English. Who care bout that anyway, I cant either. But seriously, dye her hair blond and she'll fit well with the name dumb blond. 
I couldn't recognize her here. She looks like one of the bridal model. But again, her make-up artist really shitty. Her face look so rough!! Cant they do something bout it? At least do some photoshop to it mate!!
This is what I call sexy!!
Her lingerie, among all, is the best!!
Her pose, her angle, her hair, her make-up... EVERYTHING look perfect here.
Very very very good. 
Pinky's Pavilion shoot is the best among the top 5. Not boring, no duplicating. Good poses, nice dress. But, among all the Pavilion shoot, I like most is Shasya's. She looks like Victoria Beckham there.
Even blind can see the improvement. Pinky did improve sooooooooo much that every week she impress me more. Perhaps, Elaine Daly was right. She's the black horse and emerge out of the crowd and end up to be the winner.  
Okay, seriously, I think the last photo shoot is just, bad. Either give me the feeling of funeral or typical hair saloon poster. Not impress at all.


My prediction of top 3, same as Denezia's. Ming, Pinky and Dawn. 
Well, which ever the results turn out to be, I'll still be fine with it, since they're all really good and really do deserve to be the top 5. 

And, what I'm furious bout is, why is it every time the MDG grand finale falls on my exams period??!! How am I going to watch the finale and get the first hand result??!!! Damn...


And since MDG2 finale is going to be real soon, if I am those MDG wanna be, I'll start training and preparing myself for MDG3. Or perhaps my dear dear sister can join MDG3. This will be her profile picture. Eheheheheh....


More of her portfolio photo? click here.
 

Love,
Nichole

p/s: I had turn into a green eye monster after watching all the MDG episodes. I shall now do extra 60 minutes of treadmill and extra 200 sits up. That will add up to 100 minutes of treadmill and 400 sits up. And soon you'll see me in Ming's figure. Mwahahahahhaha...


Pictures are all taken from MDG's official web-site www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv 

06 April, 2009

The Shocking Resembles

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness


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Play of the Day:
Swan Lake.
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I believe some of you fellow readers still remember who is my ex. So I am not going to talk much about it.

Today, I suddenly realise, someone in my class, sitting so near to me (next to me to be exact), is someone that actually resemble my ex!!! And his name is Basil. 

Gosh!!!

For the kindness of human being, why such thing could possibly occured??!!

DO NOT GET ME WRONG!! Its not that I hate my ex or what not, I DO NOT HATE HIM!! What I'm actually trying to say, GOODNESS!!! THEY REALLY DO RESEMBLE!!!

Lets get into details.
Firstly, the physical look.
  • Long eye lashes (JEALOUS!!!)
  • Big face
  • Big eyes
  • Kinda fat
  • Short fat fingers and toe
  • Ugly nails
  • Uneven teeth
  • Big feet and toe

Cloth (slippers, shorts and tees)
Bag (bag pack but just hanging a side of the shoulder and holding one book. And no pencil casing)

Characteristic
They share the same humor bone, they do the same wink for the same purpose, they tease me for my name, the way they talk, the way they smile/laugh, the way they became the teacher/lecturer favourite character for examples, the way they write, the way they make fun of people, the way they got blurred for some stuff, the way they treat studies, the way they refers to my notes, the way they ask stupid question but turn out to be a good question, the way they always has all kind of out of book knowledge and even the way they smell... I AM SERIOUS!!

However, there are no doubt some difference in them.

  • Basil dress slightly better than MrEx; 
  • Slightly smarter than MrEx; 
  • Range of vocabulary wider than MrEx; 
  • So much darker than MrEx; 
  • Basil is a Katazan; 
  • He has 2 kick ass tattoo on both arm, from the ankle up till the shoulder; 
  • He loves Yakuza; 
  • He has a goddam trendy hair style; 
  • He's much taller and bigger;
  • The effort he put in for a good conversation;
  • He went for finance consultation just for the good quality chocolate; 
  • He is always late for classes; 
  • He remember the correct spelling of my name (Unlike my ex who know me for years but still get my name wrong!!)
  • He keep telling me to go play squash (Because of my name similar to Nicole David's); 
  • He told me I have good advocate skill in my bone (Because I ask him if he's gonna be in his bow of spaghetti tonight, since his name is actually a herb); 
  • Lastly, he's reading law.

I would wonder if they are brothers if isn't because Basil is Katazan. 

Speaking of Ex, I am bothered by a very disturbing act of some guys.
What happened was, why does a guy who dump his gf and got upset and regret after some times but yet they would still continue to get into a new relationship. If you could not let go of your past, than why do you start a new one??!! It is so unfair to the girl!! Can't they just be like MrWoebegone, not to get into a new relationship till he can really let go of his ex??!! Gosh, worst thing is, the guy do not felt ashamed and keep telling to the word that he still misses his ex!! 

They say I am cruel and mean when I dump my ex, but think about it people, do I really consider mean as compared to those bastard who did that t0 my love one??!! Poor thing got so traumatize and disguised by his act!!

Till then, gotta do work now. 

Love,
Nichole









04 March, 2009

Malaysian DreamGirl cycle 2 Preview

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness


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Joke of the Day:
Q: Why does a penguin's tummy is white while other part black?
A: Because it's short flipper arm could not reach other part during shower.
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I've watched the first 2 episodes of MDG2 last few days.
I laughed my pants off... Not literally...
No doubt that the video quality is so much better as compared to last season.
Credit to the producer...!!!

Anyway, it is so funny as it did cure my emoness...
Gosh... I wonder if these model-wanna-be actually know models other than Amber Chia, Elaine Daily, Tyra Bank and for those who watches TV, Carmen Soo...
If you are smart enough or rather rajin enough, these girls can actually go google some names or either go visit http://www.andrewsmodels.com/ and get some names, to impress Andrew the judge!!!

As for those girls who brought along some of their photos. What they can do is, invest in a better quality photos. Go get it from the professional's studio. If these girls really so dying to be a model, they will still need a proper studio photos for their portfolio, instead of those photo taken by themselves, with the help of mirror or web cam. 

Their selling point. I realise a must ask question for these girls will be 'what's your selling point?'. Some of them ignore the question and answer some other irrelevant stuff. I wonder, they do not have a selling point or they do not understand the question posted to them. For those who manage to give an answer, most of them, as to my own personal opinion, no harsh feelings, have better selling point as to their own answer. Example, there's this girl, she says her selling point will be her hair, but, personally, I think her smile and face shape are much attractive than her hair. Anyway, this is just my personal opinion. May be the judges look it in a different way. I am just a lay man in the fashion world remember?

One last point to talk bout. Their clothing. Eheheheheh.... 
I wouldn't say I dress so... gorgeously...
But, some of these girls' dressing, is just too painful to watch.
There's this girl, the one that Andrew the judge told her not to waste her own time and their time, guess you'll know who if you watched the video, her dressing, one word, CRAP!! And this girl, so overly dressed, I am so speechless. I realise, in this season's auditions, most of the girl go for safer route, t-shirt and jeans. I am a great fan of smart casual, so, those who goes slightly formal (not too overly formal) and smart casual, I'll give them a better merit points. Not that I am a judge or what, but hey!!! I'm going to sms and vote okay!!

I expect great improvement this season as compared to last's. I don't blame the producer for last season's sucky-ness, go watch American Next Top Model first season, it is pain in the ass as well. So, show me some improvement!! No matter the model's quality or it the activity's quality. I WANT IMPROVEMENT IN A WHOLE!!! Okay, guess I have no stand to say this right... I'll shut up than. In case people start hating me.

Tomorrow episode 3... oh yea..

Love,
Nichole    


 

07 September, 2008

Malaysian DreamGirl cycle 2

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness

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Odd Spot of the Day:
If 80% of your liver were to be removed, the remaining part would continue to function.
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Yes, congrats to 1st Malaysian DreamGirl winner Cindy Tey, but I'm not impressed with the winning. It is totally predicted okay!!!

Okay, whatever it is, those has become history.
Malaysian DreamGirl cycle 2 will be starting.
In their official web site says ......


However, today is already 6th Spetember!!!!

I wonder...... When is their 'August 2008'

Love,
Nichole

24 April, 2008

Thursday the elimination night!!!!

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness


MDG elimination night!!!!

Cindy, Adeline and Ringo MUST be eliminated.

I don't like them.

Actually, I'm fine with Adeline. She's tall and have the body. But she's always expression-less.
I don't like Cindy because she sounded, acted and look bitchy to me. And I dowan her to win lar...

Ringo is so short!!! Okay, not that I'm tall or what, but Malaysian's dream girl will not be Ringo okay!!! And it's so unfair for the others because she has a whole troupe of supporter aka her blog's reader aka cheeserland's fan to vote for her. One vote from each of her reader are more than enough to beat others already, no matter how big their(other girls) family tree are.

Okay, enough of hatred comment. Not that I'm any better.

I like Jay the most.
When I first saw her at Malaysia's Project Runway, I thought she's a professional model. Serious. She's so good. If I'm rich, I'll sms till I drop to vote for her. But too bad I'm broke and I think these sms voting system are stupid.

Hanis is my second. She's cute and nice to everyone. From what I watch from the reality show la. The real Hanis? No idea. Anyway, she's good as well. And she take good picture. However, even if I'm rich, I won't vote for her. I guess this is because she don't really need my vote.

Fianlly Nadia. She have the body but not the look. Although her attitude drive people in the dream house and the people she work with mad, but most of her cat-walk are really good. And most of all, she work really hard and she really really wanted to win it more than others. Okay, this is just based on my own opinion. Others also work very hard and desperate to win the title as well. But I personally think she out way all of them in this two point. 

Okay, that's all folks. I have to go and watch MDG episode 15 now.... 

Love,
Nichole @ Lai Yin

p/s: I know I should be studying but not watching the show. BUT.... but... but.... it's just less than 30 minutes... I need a break to release my stress right??? Minasan, go watch it also okay. I've link the page under 'The Kingdom's Dream Maiden'.

03 November, 2007

Respect

0 Humble Opinion to The Royal Highness

Here's a question to all my reader: will you respect someone who don't respect you?

My answer to this question is definitely no.

Last Monday during my English class, my lecture, an old bald Indian man, gave me a hard time. I'm not sure with others but he totally screwed my week.

He's asking if we're done with our essay (the title 'why Malaysia a blessed country?'), although the essay is so lame and not really up to our course standard, I do however put in my effort to attempt it. He gave us an email and asks us to send our essay to that email. He however gave us the wrong/incomplete email. Anyway, this is not the point. He asks us if we're done with the essay. There's only 4 students, include me, in the class when he's asking. Whole class did not do and my answer to him is almost finished. He gave me the 'you're lying and I don't believe you' look. So I said, 'I show you my essay last week, do you remember? I'm on my way to finishing it already.' So he replies, 'half done is not done. There's nothing in this world can be half done. Do you serve your food with half done?' yes I do agree that half done is not done and so on. But he's challenging my knowledge on food. That's an insult when my dad is a cook and he owns an F&B business. So I told him in a light chatting way, 'there is food that can be serving half done or even raw.' And he keeps saying there's impossible to serve food that's not cooked or raw. My classmates back me up by saying beef can be served half done and Japanese food can be serve raw. He holds on tight that it is impossible for food the serve uncooked/ half cooked. He's talking to a bunch of lawyer-to-be and he should know the outcome especially when there's someone (ME!!!) who has better knowledge about food that him. He finally gives up and starts the class.

He starts talking about our essay and how are we supposed to approach the essay. For your info, he had taught us that last week and he intends to repeat it again this week. I'm someone that is brave enough to speak out my taught and my uneasiness. So I said this to him, 'Sir, is it possible to not repeat the same thing as last week? Because it's kinda bored for us to have the same thing again.' So he reply, 'Ya, sure, you all are the customer and this class is tailored made to suit all of you. It's good to speak out. Good. Very good.' Of course I'm glad and am ready to learn new stuff. And of course again, I hears whispers behind. I know I should ask my other class mates if it's okay for me to say so. It is very selfish of me to ask him not to re-teach. Classmates of mine might want to re-learn and not feel bored about re-learning the stuff. I do agree it's my bad. But think about it, there's 8 out of 10 who DARE NOT to speak for them selves and just take whatever that is given. So even if I get opinion from them, I won't be surprise that they'll say its okay and ask me not to speak out and so on.

Whatever said is said, it can't be reverse. So I just don't bother about the whispers. I'm paying attention on they things he taught although it's not really something that could help us in our English knowledge. And than one of my classmates ask the lecturer for her text book. Of course, she did not ask it by herself. Her friend asks on behalf of her, typical shy soft spoken Malaysian girl. She told the lecturer that she paid for the book and not received the book yet. Than the lecturer kinda angry that he say we accuse him for taking our money and so on. He starts telling that he will never do that and how rich he is. He start saying that he have a doctor wife, very rich and successful children, receive RM8k rental every month and he has 4 million ringgit worth of assets, and he do not have to take our RM13.80. Than our class rep told him and makes things clear to him. Than he finds out that it was his mistake. He still felt 'hurt' for us to 'accuse' his. He's ego is too high that irritate me. He is accusing us for accusing him!!!

Throughout the whole lecture he keep saying how rich he is, he don't even have to work and yet he wont finishes his money and so on. He even looks down on us. He say Jackson's dad impossible to earn 10k per month. Isn't it normal that a household which is above average spend about 10k every month on all the fees and mortgages? My family spends more than that even I'm just in the ranking of average family. It is such an insult!! So he thinks he's the only rich people in the world la izit??!!! Anita's parent is also a doctor okay!!! Your wife is not the ONLY doctor in this world!!! Naeem cant stand his insult and he walk out of the class. I know it is very rude for him to do so, but everyone have different level of patients and anger. I can't stand it either. So once again, I put on my hand and request him to continue with the lecture. He throws me a big fat 'SHUT UP'!!! How can a so-called highly educated lecturer say that to a student??!!! I seriously feel like walking out of the class and join Naeem. But I did not because I respect him as an old man and a lecture. I seriously could burn down a whole house by that time. I'm so pissed that I nearly cried. Of course I did not. I'm someone who cares a lot on my reputation. As usual, I'm not planning to attend his class any more.

I told my parents about it. My mom says as long as I did not fight with him, than its okay. They kinda support me thou. Anyway, what's worst is that later I found out that words going out that the act of mine are very disrespect to the lecturer. I am so angry that I could eat human. I used to respect him and listen to his lecture but he is the one that do not respect me first okay!!! Yes he did apologies after the class end. Imagine, I shouted at you and call u a fucking idiot old man in front of everyone/colleague, than I apologies an hour later, will you not piss after that? Will you forgive me after I slap you in front of everyone and say sorry later? I'm not an easy going type of people. And please don't mess with me when I'm angry especially I have such a short temper. So what if he apologies? I'm the one that get all this, not you, of course you'll take it easy and as if nothing happen. How do you people expect me to forgive him just because he's old and balding?

My class rep can't stand his teaching style as well, so she complains to one of our law lecturer. When we were complaining to the lecturer and discussing how to settle this problem, everyone seems to have an issue with him and so desperately wanted to change English lecturer. 'Either he go or we'll go'. Everyone that attend the English class do back up with each other and supporting each other, and giving pressure our lecturer to talk to the head of department. Surprisingly, after the discussion, another face of the human being seems to come out to fit in and be the Mr/Ms Nice People. One of them says that we shouldn't complain about him and we should respect him. HELL!!!!! Why do you ask me to respect someone who doesn't respect me???!!! Do I still bow and kiss his hand after he kills me? Call me an evil or bitch or whatever you all can think of, that's MY WAY of doing things and please don't interferes me if you agree with what I've been doing one seconds ago.

What's worst is that, if you have an issue with me, bring it to me, be a man and bring it out!!! Why do you spread around and talking behind of me while smiling and giving me the 'friends forever' look? (Do we consider this as backstabber?) Talk to me and just challenge me, I don't mind as long as you don't be two sided face. I really hate it when people do that to me.

I seriously have a bad week. People seem to be doing everything behind me and fear that I know and yet wanted to hold on to me just because I'm still useful. Have you all forgotten that I'm a very good observer and I do have an invisible antenna on top of my head? Although I act like I don't know but I DO aware of everything that are happening, is just that I don't wish to kick it out and make you into a situation where you are speechless. And yet, people seem to be going over my limit.

Am I really evil, mean and bitcy?

Oh well, I've type a lot and I do not wish to influence my dear reader's day with such a mean evil post. I'll stop here and do hope to get some of YOUR opinion towards this post or what do you think about it. No matter you agree with me or not. I do appreciate it. Thanks.

Love,

Nichole @ Lai Yin

30 October, 2007

The Retard in action

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What THE RETARD do for living?
The retard company which sells retard shampoo!!!




THE RETARD's holiday


THE RETARD in action.... trying to be in every photo....








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