Thing to Do

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Facts of the Day:

'the best way to escape a problem is to solve it,' - Alan Saporta

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Things to do after exam:

1. Tidy the room and LM's bed
   
2. Jif-clean my trusty MacBook
   
3. Finish 'The Historian' and 'Princess Masako'
   
4. Tidy my shoe collection
   
5. Hit the gym
   
6. Hit the malls
   
7. Prepare for visa application
   
8. Prepare for UK
   
9. Indulge myself with SPA 
   
10. Shoe hunting
    
11. Get my reference letter from HELP 
    
12. At least ONE weekend escape before internship
    
13. party, Party and PARTY!!
    

Finally...

I AM FORCED TO INTERN IN A FIRM OWN BY A FAMILY FRIEND!!!

Love,

Nichole

Happy Birthday Irwin

Hello folks, 

The Royal Highness won't be around today. She'll be attending her cousin, Irwin's birthday party. Because Irwin is so dear to Royal Highness' family, they decide to be there earlier to help out. And this is the reason why Royal Highness won't update her blog today (lame excuses, the truth is, she had out of idea what to blog about).

The Royal Highness will be back tomorrow. Hopefully.

Finally, Happy Birthday Irwin. And also to whoever celebrating their birthday today, coincidently. 

Regards,

Royal Highness' Entourage  

Lots of Short Stories II

The First Meeting Up

It was promise on the Wednesday 11am. He sent me a text message by 10.30am saying he'll be there by 11.30am. Hence, I'll have another 30 minutes for me to walk around before the meeting. By 11.25am, he called.

"Hello…"
"Hey Nic, Markus here. I'm at MV now. Where are you?"
"Hey, I'm still at home. Sorry about…."
"OH MY GOD!!!"
"………"
"YOU SOUND LIKE LAI KWAN!!!"
"Oh really??!! Cool…."
"Anyway, I'll be at MV for quite some times, just give me a call when you're here."
"Okay, sure. Sorry about that."
"Nah, no worry."
"Okay, see you later."
"See you later!!"

I only drive to MV after the phone call. Yes, I lost track on time on some unnecessary things. As the normal Lai Yin, I'm always ahead of the schedule but during this holiday, my brain seems to jam every thing up.

I reach MV by 11.45am and I than ring him.

"Hello Markus….?"
"Ah… Hey Nic…"
"I'm at MV now. Where are you?"
"I'm at Carrefour looking for a DVD player."
"So where should we meet?"
"Hmm… Do you know where restaurant XXX is?"
"Erm, why not McD?"
"Oh, sure. Not a problem. I'll be there by another 5 to 10 minutes."
"Okay, see you than."
"See Ya."

I than went into some shops near McD. I predict that he'll be later than 5 to 10 minutes as he promised. Because I was late and he's mad. About 10 minutes later, he called.

"Hey Nic, I realized there's two McD at MV. Which McD you were talking about?"
"The one next to Carrefour."
"Than I guess I'm at the right place."
"Oh really? I'm near McD as well. Hey I saw you…"

I than pressed the red button on my phone and wave to the guy who wears a cap and holding his phone near to his ear. Standing at the corridor in front of McD, here we are on our very first meet up. He's not as ugly as Lai Kwan describe. For the last whole week, we communicate through SMS's and finally we're here at the busy shopping mall.

*P/S: This is neither a blind date nor an internet-friend date. It's just a friend of my sister.

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Results of Transformer movie

Before Transformer….

Feyi: Lai Ming, what car your sis currently driving?
LM : Aveo.
Feyi: What Aveo?
LM : Chevrolet.
Feyi: Huh, what's a Chevrolet?

After Transformer…

Feyi: Eh Lai Ming, will your dad get you a new car after you pass your driving?

LM : Nope. I'll be sharing car with my sister.

Feyi: What car?
LM : Aveo, Chevrolet.
Feyi: CHEVROLET????!!!! VERY EXPENSIVE WAN WOR….!!!

Just because Bumblebee in Transformer is a Chevrolet, everyone knows what's a Chevrolet and they think it's a sports car brand and EXPENSIVE. The truth is, NOPE. NOT AT ALL.

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Thank You VS Terima Kasih

During my volunteer job period, I realized Malay prefer to mix around with Malays and Chinese with Chinese. At University Putra Malaysia, my mom's own a cafeteria at their Kolej 12&14, which is their hostel name. There, like I said, I work as one of the cashier voluntarily there. The full-time cashiers there are all Malays, but they're very nice towards me. I wonder is it because I'm the boss' daughter? Some of the stalls tenders are friendly too. But, mostly are because I'm the daughter of my dad. They are just trying to respect the big boss. However, there's two new tender this semester. They're new and they dint know who am I. So they kind of disturbed me. Too bad I maximize my mp3's volume and pretend not to see them. I'm not scared of them, like they will complain to my dad that I ignore them. Anyway, 80% of the students at UPM are Malays, 9% Chinese, 4% Indian, 4% other Malaysia's races and 3% other countries' nation (not the exact ratio. It's just base on my gross guessing.). And this semester, female seems to dominate the university. So I'll be facing tons of wonton.

When ever the customers pay for their purchase, we have to thanks them. However, I'm a Chinese and I'm get used to say thanks instead of terima kasih. So, there's a small amount of Malays girls give me a why-is-the-cashier-a-Chinese look. Is not because I do not respect them nor raciest, but 'thank you' is shorter than 'terima kasih'. Thank you is just 2 syllabus where else Terima Kasih have 5 syllabus. Think about it. When there's a long queue waiting behind, do I still spend extra seconds just to say 'Terima Kasih'? I could save up times and increase my productivity by just simply saying a 'Thank You'.

So, is Thank You a bad thing to say to malay?

Is there any different between Terima Kasih and Thank You other than language?

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Addiction


Here's a list of the things I'm addicted. The numbering is base on the ranking of seriousness of my addiction.

• Coffee
• Junkie
  
  
  
  
• Story books
• Nap
• Mountain climbing/ jogging
  





• Reading blogs
• Manicure/ pedicure
• Facial and masks
• Shoes
• Teddy bear/plush toys
• TV
• MP3
• Bags
• Make-up
  

Due to lack of money, it causes lack of supply for the things above, so I have to lower my demand in order to reach equilibrium. How do I lower my demand? Curb my addiction is the only solution. Here are the things that I have to curb and the solution to curb it.

• Junkie. I lock my junkie inside the store room and my mom will keep the keys. As long as no junkie appears in front of me, I do curb my addiction.
• Coffee. Substitute it with milk tea to reduce my addiction towards my demand of caffeine. Than slowly substitute milk tea with Chinese tea. It does work and I'm still working on it.
• Story books. Try not to visit book stall too often. If has to, bring enough money for necessity only. Or read the books in a slower rate. I'm getting broke by buying 2 books in a week. Or borrow it from friend. But this doesn't work. I don't borrow books from anyone.
• Nap. Don't get near to my bed, or sister's bed or parent's bed. Try not to enter rooms if possible. Keep my self busy. Do not really work thou.
• Mountain climbing/ jogging. Not going to curb this addiction. It's a good addiction.
• Reading blogs. Only go online before bed. So I'll get sleepy and too tired to read the same blog over and over again.
• Manicure/ pedicure. Do it myself. It saves me a lot. And I'm brain washing Lai Kwan to do it herself as well.
• Facial and masks. Not going to curb it since my mom pay for it.
• Shoes. Store my entire shoe collection into my closet. Every time when I open my closet and look at it than I'll get terrified by the amount of shoe I've got. Does not really work when there's Mega sales and Year End sales.
• Teddy bear/ plush toys. Not getting near any toy shop. Hide all my teddy away from me except for the 2 teddy that had be with me since I'm young. Yes, laugh all you can.
• TV. Not bother to curb it anyway. It doesn't cost me a buck.
• MP3. If possible try using a CD player instead as my MP3 eats AAA battery like mad, I do mean literally.
• Bags. I don't pay for my bags. Lai Kwan does.
• Make-up. Well, not really addiction. I just wanted to get new mascara when ever I get near to any. But I could control myself as I already have 3 unfinished mascaras.
  

There you see, I manage my addiction well and I also make use of my economics knowledge. Well done to Lai Yin. YAY!!!

Love,

Nichole @ Lai Yin

Lots of Short Stories….

Story 1:

Studying at the café, suddenly something strike into my brain…

My 'dearest' flirty friend, Jackie's Birthday….

Than, I sent him a message, something like this

"Hey dude, Happy Birthday...!! Go n grab more girls today to celebrate ur big day…! Make sure you have fun to the very last minutes of the day."

He replied, "Thanks
dear… but no matter how many girls I grab still not as happy as de moment that I spend with you…"

So, I replied " Ahahaha… it's very nice of u to give such a complement. Thanks. Just go n have fun but REMEMBER to use rubber. Or else there'll be a Jackie Junior"

And he claim that "I don't use rubber…!!"

So, me as his good flirting buddy, I have to warn him "But you have to beware my dear… wat if there's a Jackie Junior few months later? The safest way is to use rubber. Or you can also consider vasectomy.. ahahahah…"

He's scared of me, so he replied "-.- I might consider your proposal.. But now there is a big business waiting for me.. msg u tonight again…"

He end up not msg me at night… and that's something that I've get used to. He will never reply when he say he'll reply tonight. It's his way of being polite to say bye. Or perhaps he's having FUN that night with a whole street of hot Ipoh babes.

There you see…. My 'dearest' is still very flirty; this means that he's still the old Jackie. Not change since the last time we meet. The only thing changed is that he'd finish his studies and now he's working in a company at Ipoh which gives him high pay. And by the way, don't misunderstand that Jackie and I was once in relationship. He says the moment he spends with me is the moment where we play cards and he lost during CNY. And also the moment we went to the same tuition and also he's my class mate during form 4&5!!

Happy Birthday Jackie once again!!

WORDS TO JACKIE: Guo Xiang totally forgotten about your birthday. He called and greet you is because I reminded him. And he refuses to tell you about it. AND PLEASE USE A RUBBER!!! To prevent unwanted Junior…!!! Eheheheheh….

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Story 2:

I meet my high school sweet heart today, outside Inti's College. He has not changed much. It's been two years plus I did not meet him. Not even when I went back to CHS to stalk at those ex-CHS basketball player. He's still having that smart look, still the same hair style which make him look so good, he had build a little muscle, tall and he's still with his spec. the only things that had changed is he look fairer compare to his sun-tanned skin back in high school and he smokes. BIG TURN OFF!!! GUYS!! WHY SMOKE?? Not that Malaysia very cold right? Back in high school, he's our school basketball representative and also a damn good athletic. He joins so many competition and won lots and lots of prices. Almost every prize giving ceremony during Monday assembly, we could see him getting those prizes. What's more, he's the purple house's hero. I'm so lucky and proud to be in the purple house to witness his achievement and work under his leadership. Anyway, Kenny, you're under which ar?? Dint seems to saw you during practice and sports day.

He brought hopes and makes miracle happened to the purple house. He's also a prefect and he's in the top class. Yes, no one is perfect in every aspect. He's not as handsome as Jolie's husband, (I don't know how to spell his name, such a shame) nor Christiano. He's look is just normal ordinary Chinese guy. But I do like his sporty-ness and his smart-ness. I realized I don't get attracted to handsome guy, but good and unique characteristic. May be I'm just weird.

He's 1 year older than me. I 1^st meet him when I was form 1 and he's the form 2 prefect that duty to my class. Not to say love at first sight, well, that time I really thought its love at first sight, please la, form 1 is the time when my brain is totally un-function-able and I'm such a bad student back in form 1. I skip almost every Friday's assembly and seldom do homework. I become a bad students is because I mixed with the wrong people. I wanted to be those cool people that are so happening. So, I turn into a totally bitch. Thanks god that I realized about it about sometimes later. But when I started to change into a better student, it's already towards the end of form 1. And these do explain why my results suddenly boost up to almost every subject A during form 2. Back to *him*. I realized it's not love in first sight after I know that the world is actually very huge (Metaphor). I start to use my brain a little more when I started mixing with those smart-ass students. I realized I don't 'love' him. GOSH…!! Can't believe I'm such an idiot back than. Anyway, I adore him, not love. Love is such a strong word!! DAMN…!! Why am I so stupid years ago??!! Okay, back to the main point. I adore his maturates and seriousness in very things that's supposed to do it seriously and yet know when to have fun. Okay, I really have to admit that I'm seriously naïve back in high school. GOSH!!!

He is so totally my type!! But this statement may be only refer to *him* back in high school. For now, I don't know this man any more. I don't even dare to walk up and say hi. Sorry dude, but you're smoking…!! I support 'tak nak' campaign…!!

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Story 3:

Driving attentively* as outside raining likes dogs and cats. I'm so hungry. Look at the time shows at my dashboard, damn… it's 3.34pm and I've ate nothing but a cup of milk tea. I look at the rain as it drops on my windscreen; it reminds me of Edwin's friend. He once told me that this friend of his loves to stair at the sky and day dream. And he can see the loneliness in her eyes. I later than found out that she's a Pisces. So am I. when ever it's raining, I'll turn into a lazy fat ass that only wants to read a good story book with a cup of hot tea on the comfy sofa and my big red zip less sweater. Some thing is bothering me. I don't know what. I than suddenly remember my file. I left it in the exam hall. Damn. Now I know what's bothering me.

People, please pray that my file is this there when I go and collect it next week.

Ok. There's still something bothering me. I don't know what. I wanted to sms Alvin and ask him out for lunch tomorrow. But I just don't know why my hand is not obeying my order. Thought of calling someone to talk, but who and what to talk about? Something's bothering me.

I guess is my Law paper. Yes, I studied 4 out of 9 chapters for contract. I know it's very bad choice for me to do so. The paper came out only 3 chapters. They repeated the same chapter twice or three times. And those chapters are those that I can never understand in a million years. So I've learned a lesson. I studied everything for Tort except of Nuisance and Remedy. And yes, it came out question that I studied. Among 6 question there's 3 question that I know and I am supposed to do 3 question. Good news? Not really. I'm so nervous. My hand is trembling. I can't even sign my name on the exam attendance sheet. Crap. For the whole entire exam, I can't even remember any cases. Yes I do remember some, but I just don't know which the case that I'm supposed to use is. I base all my law facts on cases. Now I can't remember any cases, how am I supposed to do my essay?

Great. I screwed another law paper. Percentage of going to Help UC had increase. Even the law genius Mee Shell also can't do the contract paper. Roxanne also can't do her tort. I had a sudden urge to quit study and just go and get married to a rich man and don't have to use my 'limited capacity' brain anymore. I'm very frustrated with myself. Why don't I study even harder when I know I'm not smart? Why do I do A Level? Why do I have to be so lazy?

Oh well, over is over. All I can do now is help Kenny to finish his law assignment. Hope that he can score in his assignment and don't follow the mistake that I did.

*Attentively means slowly for me. Hate raining while driving.

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Story 4:

Daddy bought something for us that day.

It's a personal alarm. Although it cost neither thousand dollar nor hundreds, not even 10 dollars, it's actually only 5bucks, but I'll treasure it. Not because it's pretty or what. In fact, it's very ugly looking and it's in purple. It's because it signifies daddy's concern towards me. He wanted to protect me even when he's not around. He read the news paper and he told us that there's more rapist and robber out there, he wants us to be more alert and beware, especially me as I always drive to college alone and have to walk a distance to college. Subang has a lot of snatch thefts cases. Even some of my friend had been victimize by them. Some times I really do worry about myself as well, but I can't do anything to void things to happen. No one can. Okay, may be god. But I really do appreciate daddy's concern and love. He know I will not agree to use normal bags to college as I cares about my appearance so much, and yet he wants to make sure every things fine for me, he tries to do everything that he can, include spending unnecessary money. Sometimes when he saw problem with my make up, he will not directly speak it out, he'll use some thing else to indirectly to alert me. Guess he did that because he's afraid that I might get hurt as I'm just a beginner on make up.

I can say that I have the best daddy in the whole wide world. Lai Kwan, Lai Ming and I are the luckiest daughter in the entire globe. Mommy is the luckiest wife. My daddy cooks our meal. Sometimes he even prepares breakfast for us. Just like today, he knows Lai Ming and I had been very stress because of our exams, he wants to make sure we're balance in our nutrient; he prepared half boiled egg for us. He spent extra money to buy this egg call 'kampung chicken' egg which cost more than normal eggs. And he reminds me to have my lunch because he knows I have gastric. Eheheheeh… skipping lunch is something that I did lately. Exams mar... Need more time to study.

I here wanna shout to the whole wide world 'I LOVE YOU DADDY!!' I love everything that you did for us. I appreciate your effort to make sure your duty to take care of us is well accomplish. I love every move of your, especially when you're teaching how to cook and complement on my cooking and baking. I do appreciate works you did to make us warm and loved. Except for your snoring. It's so terrible when you and mommy smuggle into our room and wanna share room with us. But I'm really happy when ever you want to have late night talk over cups of milk tea that you prepared for us although it's very late and I'm sleepy. I love telling you my future plan because you'll tells me it will be fulfill. I love sharing my weird business proposal to you because you're where my inspiration comes from. For your info, my dad is a great business man. From Zero to now. And he than involve in cooking as he developed a special unique talent to cook. After trying something, he can immediately cook it and the taste will be much better than the original cooks'. The most important thing is that he do not use any MSG aka Ajinomoto. And lately, I love discussing shares market with daddy!! He'll teach me how to invest and earn!!

Yes, since young, I fill in 'successful business women' in the 'desire future career' blank in schools. This is because I swear to daddy that one day I'll take over daddy's business and build him a building name after his company name. But who knows, daddy close down his business and involve in F and B due to his interest and of course because it's less stress compare to his old business. And that's why, I'm struggling to study hard to get into a law school because daddy always have a dream, that is Lai Kwan and I own a Law firm name after us. I think hor, he close his business is because he wants me to fulfill his dream and to restrict me for taking over his company. Eheheheheh…. Come to think of it, may be right?

Happy Fathers' Day!!! ……. In advance….!!

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Notice:

I'm going to mountain climbing this coming weekend. Anyone wanna join??

Call me or sms me. Will welcome you guys.

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YAY…. 3 more paper to go than Bangkok and Singapore trip!!

Happy reading~

Love,

Nichole @ Lai Yin

BLUE~

BLUE~
Today our theme is ‘BLUE’…… our beloved class mate out of the BLUE think of wearing BLUE, so all our class mate is wearing BLUE today….. and the sky r so BLUE today…. All of us r in the BLUE mood……. We tok BLUE-ly, we walk BLUE-ly, we act so BLUE-ly………n I’ll write BLUE-ly in this blog……… eventually, we’r all so BLUE………. Even our mentor, Ms Pun wears BLUE too……… this is so fun n BLUE~ I wonder wats next week’s theme….. lets hope tat itz Green or Orange or BLACK……. Ehehehehehhe………..

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Actually I’m not supposed to update my blog today, coz I hav LAN assignment n 2Law assignment waiting for me………… but today hav damn lot of stuff to share……. Somore Cyril asks me to update it……. So I take a break n start bloging….. Hope tat I won’t take too much time to write this blog……>.< ----------------------- U all must hav thinking y Cyril ask me to update my blog, or u all must b wondering wat’s the ‘damn-lot-of-stuff-to-share’ story………. Well……as u all noe…..Mr Pun is a very scary accounting tutor of PB3 which is my class………meanwhile, she’s our mentor too…… so today she did something tat she’ll only do in once in a BLUE moon………. She’s not in a gud mood today……. Her class is after our break….. n she alwaz came in earlier….. So her aspect we to come in early too…… so wat happen were…. Yvonne, Amir, n William was in the class when I reach the class…… on my way to C26, I meet lee ching at the stairs n meet jia Hui n Angela in the walkway….. Than we go into the class happily….. than we’r complaining tat the air-cond r so super hot….. than we’ll toking about everything….. than Chia Ying came in n join us….. than we’r exchanging our Hp number…. When we happily typing in other’s number, Ms Pun came in to the class in a flash second…. Then we juz keep our hp n back to our class……..OH YA…. I missed out pui yee….. she came in the class after Chia Ying……ok…. Back to Ms Pun…. She storm in n start to ask about the lecture notes….. she juz told us about it this morning n she aspect us to dl it n print it out in a tick of time…… SHE’S CRAZY….. Ok….back to the main story………than she keep yelling n nagging lik those granny….. than sherlene n amanda came in… than about a minute or two, Cyril Kevin n wee xin came in oso…….than lastly Louisa…… than she start teaching……….so the class is lik only not more than half a class…..so she keep nag nag n nag….. than sash came in….. n she’s trying to go to the sit behind but she cant get in there coz amir’s table blocking she way…. Than I was lik “jump sash…..jump in~~!!!” than Ms Pun was lik “jump ur head….juz grab a sit n settle down…..” than Cyril was pretending girls sound n says “jump sash…” itz very obvious he’s teasing me…… than we continue our lecture….. than suddenly some1 knock on the door n pop in liz’s head….. than Ms Pun ask her to go out n she closed the door….. than about 5-10 mins later, the rest of the class came n wanted to come in to the class….. but she dun allowed…. Than she storms out of the class n ‘lecture’ those late comers for about 5-10 mins….. than she finally allowed them to come in…. they all were sweating lik juz finish 15km marathon…… than she continue yakking for about 5mins….. than only she continues the lecture……..haiz…..this can show how scary she is….. gud thing I get to finish my lunch fast enough….. or I shall say…. Gud thing b* ask me out for break….. onot I’ll b following them to Secret Recipe……. >.< ** b* is the person I mention in SPECIAL REPORT…..Alvin, leez, shing yi, gx n Michelle will noe hu’s tat……. --------------- I’v spends a lot this two week……… I hav to buy present for evil chia, than Alice, the I lose a bet wt teong seng………….well……itz a really long story about tat bet… tell u in the future if I meet u by person…..than I somore hav to save up some money to buy a birthday present for myself…..I noe I sound weird but not as weird as c* rite…….. any way…….I REALLY hav to save up some money for my future shopping plan~………. Mwahahhahaah……….. ** C* is my old fren from my high school….Alvin u’ll noe hu I’m toking about….. --------------------- Today I’m in such a gud mood….. Although Ms Pun r kinda scary…….but this dint takes my mood away…… U all must b wondering wat make my mood so gud this time………. U dun hav to wonder……..Let me tell u y…… coz I get to help my fren wt their problem…. Tat means I get trusted by them…….. Alvin finally made up his mind….. He’ll still luv D* but if there’s some one show up happen to b a better wan….. Than only he’ll giv up D*….. Now Alvin had sort out his problem, tat means my 5th wish from 18wish list had fulfilled …….. but wat about my problem…… hu can help me on my problem…….wat shall I do….. Shall I giv up or continue to wait or do the same thing as Alvin did…….. If I giv up I’ll feel very sad coz I really lik him so much….. itz lik since……form2 year end……..if I continue waiting…… will I look stupid… do he worth it….. If I do the same thing as Alvin…. Tat means I’ll b givin chance to c*………WAT SHALL I DO~~~???!!!!! Hu ever tat happens to b reading my blog….. PLZ help me solve my problem…… this had been bothering me quite some time…. I hardly can concentrate in my current life….. plz plz plz plz……… ---------------- ok~ there goes 1hour......... can u believe it.... i waste 1hour to update my blog.......... >.<
okla.........hav to do assignment de

happy reading
&
hav a nice day

nitez........

luv,
nichole @ lai yin ~in BLUE mood~

Transferred from my Xanga: 23 December 2005

-----Disclaimer: Not to read the original post as my english level ain't good 3 years back. Not to say I'm good in my english now but at least I've improved over the four years time. You might puke or curse after reading it. In a more serious case, you might lose appetite and suffer from heart attack/stroke. 

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2more days to christmas......i luv christmas coz i can open lots of christmas present from my family n friends.......but this year seems lik itz not going to happen.........i'v took my so-called christmas present weeks ago, i keep telling them tat itz not consider as my christmas present but they say it is......so no more christmas present from my family.........pauline promised to get me a big christmas presend but i think she'd forgotten de......leeza says she's not getting me a cristmas present this year.......*u noe hu* is 100% not givving me 1....... the girl killier(alvin noe hu he is.....i guess) promise to giv me a suprise christmas eve hung out+present but now he's tie up to something else tats more important than me.......so christmas eve nite i'll b at home growing mushrooms again....... at least alvin hav his granny wt him.....my sis will b attending a party......my parents attending a party too.......so itz juz me n the christmas tree......haiz....... christmas is suppose to b wt ppl tat could bring u joy n happinese.......but i'm at home growing mushrooms wt my beloved christmas tree......i think someday i'll b 1 of the cristmas tree at home........ i'll bored to death tmr nite......if any 1 read this before christmas eve......PLZ CALL ME OUT to yam cha or count down or watever.........BORING~ wat could i do when i'm at home wt my christmas tree?? wat will ppl usually do when they'r bored?? wat will i usually do when i'm bored?? wat ppl do when they's depress?? wat will dude do when they'r sad?? wat will others do when they'v been grounded?? wat will i do when i cant go for shopping??..............argh...........i'm getting bored wt my boring old life....... y cant my life b more fun?? i wan adventure, i wan fun, i wan joy, i wan happinese, i wan something that i would never hav in my current life........ who could giv it to me?? i noe......i would never get it.......i'll b stick to my usual normal ordinary mushroom growing boring life.........haiz....... kinda sick to it but still hav to live for it........ --------------------------------- tell u guys something......itz something tat change my life for a while......itz tat i'm in luv wt some other ppl AGAIN!!!! this time itz santa......i luv santa...... u guys must b thinking hu the hack is santa this time.....u guys must hav tot tat this santa is some cute guys tat i spot at the shopping mall or tv........but i can tel u........ITZ NOT!!!! this santa is the old fat guy hu giv out cristmas present to kids......the santa tat spread out luv, joy n harmony......... the santa hu wear red hats n cloth n shoe.......the santa tat hav flying deer......the santa tat make kids wish come true.......the santa tat every1 noe..........the original real christmas santa.................. after the christmas season......santa will b gone n i'll back to *u noe hu*........ ehehehehheheheh..............i noe i'm crazy but tats the only thing i could do in this kind of situation, this kind of mood, this kind of days.............. ---------------------------- i'm grounded.........!!! i may not made it to the lagoon trip.....sorry liang......sorry alvin.....sorry frens......sorry myself..........how i wish i could join u guys but i cant.............but i'll try to sneek out to join u guys.....so wish me gud luck in sneeking out......if u guys saw news paper next day saying tat this girl kena wack by sneeking out to meet frens at lagoon.....than u'll noe itz me.... >.< ..............ok.....i noe i'm crapping.......but seriously i'll try my very best to make it....... ----------------------- PMR result had been out yesterday........my sis when to take hers......guess wat.......the old smart lai ming is back........she get 4A's......n tat means the old stupid me is back too...............now i'm the most stupid among 3 sis...... i'm the worst among them.......i had get the worst result among them......such a shame of me...........now my sis is so happily doing every thing n i'm acting happily doing every thing...............i'm very sad tat i'm the most poor among them..........if i say tat i'm not jealous i lie.......a normal ordinary ppl will jealous.............but i dowan my family to noe it.....so i hav to act as if itz ntg......but actually i'm really sad......itz not becouse tat lai ming get more A's then me.......but itz b'coz i'm the poor 1 among them...........no metter wat.....lai ming congratulation for the 4A's.......u made ma n dad proud of u...... i'm glad tat u get more A's then me n this is really from my heart............wish tat u could keep up ur gud work n work harder on the coming year........make us all proud again........looking forward to hear gud news on ur studies......... congrats again............. --------------------------------- alvin sorry tat i cant really listen to ur stuff this few days......as wat i told u.....i'm busy + grounded........so my parents dun really allow me to tak to the phone too much..........but no worry......i'll b ok n my life will back to normal very soon.............i'm really realy sorry tat i'v been so cold to u this few days n the reason is the same as above..........i noe i'm pethetic.....but wat to do......born in the nicely groomed family n i hav to obey tat the old ones says........sorry again dude......but u still can leave me a msg n i'll try to reply u asap.........sorry ya.......... --------------------------- lastly...........wish every one out there hav fun in this christmas n world peace......!!! god bless every one merry christmas n a happy new year...... wish to receive some christmas present this year..... luv, mushroom growing nichole aka lai yin