Transferred from my Xanga: 23 December 2005

-----Disclaimer: Not to read the original post as my english level ain't good 3 years back. Not to say I'm good in my english now but at least I've improved over the four years time. You might puke or curse after reading it. In a more serious case, you might lose appetite and suffer from heart attack/stroke. 

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2more days to christmas......i luv christmas coz i can open lots of christmas present from my family n friends.......but this year seems lik itz not going to happen.........i'v took my so-called christmas present weeks ago, i keep telling them tat itz not consider as my christmas present but they say it is......so no more christmas present from my family.........pauline promised to get me a big christmas presend but i think she'd forgotten de......leeza says she's not getting me a cristmas present this year.......*u noe hu* is 100% not givving me 1....... the girl killier(alvin noe hu he is.....i guess) promise to giv me a suprise christmas eve hung out+present but now he's tie up to something else tats more important than me.......so christmas eve nite i'll b at home growing mushrooms again....... at least alvin hav his granny wt him.....my sis will b attending a party......my parents attending a party too.......so itz juz me n the christmas tree......haiz....... christmas is suppose to b wt ppl tat could bring u joy n happinese.......but i'm at home growing mushrooms wt my beloved christmas tree......i think someday i'll b 1 of the cristmas tree at home........ i'll bored to death tmr nite......if any 1 read this before christmas eve......PLZ CALL ME OUT to yam cha or count down or watever.........BORING~ wat could i do when i'm at home wt my christmas tree?? wat will ppl usually do when they'r bored?? wat will i usually do when i'm bored?? wat ppl do when they's depress?? wat will dude do when they'r sad?? wat will others do when they'v been grounded?? wat will i do when i cant go for shopping??..............argh...........i'm getting bored wt my boring old life....... y cant my life b more fun?? i wan adventure, i wan fun, i wan joy, i wan happinese, i wan something that i would never hav in my current life........ who could giv it to me?? i noe......i would never get it.......i'll b stick to my usual normal ordinary mushroom growing boring life.........haiz....... kinda sick to it but still hav to live for it........ --------------------------------- tell u guys something......itz something tat change my life for a while......itz tat i'm in luv wt some other ppl AGAIN!!!! this time itz santa......i luv santa...... u guys must b thinking hu the hack is santa this time.....u guys must hav tot tat this santa is some cute guys tat i spot at the shopping mall or tv........but i can tel u........ITZ NOT!!!! this santa is the old fat guy hu giv out cristmas present to kids......the santa tat spread out luv, joy n harmony......... the santa hu wear red hats n cloth n shoe.......the santa tat hav flying deer......the santa tat make kids wish come true.......the santa tat every1 noe..........the original real christmas santa.................. after the christmas season......santa will b gone n i'll back to *u noe hu*........ ehehehehheheheh..............i noe i'm crazy but tats the only thing i could do in this kind of situation, this kind of mood, this kind of days.............. ---------------------------- i'm grounded.........!!! i may not made it to the lagoon trip.....sorry liang......sorry alvin.....sorry frens......sorry myself..........how i wish i could join u guys but i cant.............but i'll try to sneek out to join u guys.....so wish me gud luck in sneeking out......if u guys saw news paper next day saying tat this girl kena wack by sneeking out to meet frens at lagoon.....than u'll noe itz me.... >.< ..............ok.....i noe i'm crapping.......but seriously i'll try my very best to make it....... ----------------------- PMR result had been out yesterday........my sis when to take hers......guess wat.......the old smart lai ming is back........she get 4A's......n tat means the old stupid me is back too...............now i'm the most stupid among 3 sis...... i'm the worst among them.......i had get the worst result among them......such a shame of me...........now my sis is so happily doing every thing n i'm acting happily doing every thing...............i'm very sad tat i'm the most poor among them..........if i say tat i'm not jealous i lie.......a normal ordinary ppl will jealous.............but i dowan my family to noe it.....so i hav to act as if itz ntg......but actually i'm really sad......itz not becouse tat lai ming get more A's then me.......but itz b'coz i'm the poor 1 among them...........no metter wat.....lai ming congratulation for the 4A's.......u made ma n dad proud of u...... i'm glad tat u get more A's then me n this is really from my heart............wish tat u could keep up ur gud work n work harder on the coming year........make us all proud again........looking forward to hear gud news on ur studies......... congrats again............. --------------------------------- alvin sorry tat i cant really listen to ur stuff this few days......as wat i told u.....i'm busy + grounded........so my parents dun really allow me to tak to the phone too much..........but no worry......i'll b ok n my life will back to normal very soon.............i'm really realy sorry tat i'v been so cold to u this few days n the reason is the same as above..........i noe i'm pethetic.....but wat to do......born in the nicely groomed family n i hav to obey tat the old ones says........sorry again dude......but u still can leave me a msg n i'll try to reply u asap.........sorry ya.......... --------------------------- lastly...........wish every one out there hav fun in this christmas n world peace......!!! god bless every one merry christmas n a happy new year...... wish to receive some christmas present this year..... luv, mushroom growing nichole aka lai yin