god damn it...........
oh my god............
OH MY GOD~
oh my holly god.........
oh my.........
He had confess to me last nite........
HE CONFESS!!!!!
he actually hav the guts to confess!!!!
oh my.........
i cant believe it...........
oh well........alvin had predict about it n we noe itz juz sooner or later but i din noe itz THIS SOON!!!! oh my god!!!!
guess wat ends up at last....... he says he's serious about it!!! oh god............. how am i gonna answer this poor fella....... he had been turn down by this girl during high school which happen to be our class mate........n this girl ignore him n alwaz run away from him........ she did not tok to him other since than......... so i dun wish to hurt him so deep lik tat girl did to him......coz he's a nice guy........ so i end up givin him hope by telling him tat he duno much about me n i duno much about him.......so itz very hard to start a relationship....... so i tell him tat we'll continue to b friends 1st......than later on only c how things could work out onot........for those hu really noe me understand wat i'm trying to tell rite.......but the problem is he dun really noe me......so he din get the msg........he says he'll gimme more time to noe him better untill he success.........oh my.........gosh........*ahem* if u happen to read this, PLZ DO UNDERSTAND TAT !!!!
oh my god...............
this really freak me out..........
ok....let me tell u guys the whole story........
here it goes.......
we were class mate during form 1.........so eventualy we hav noe each other since form1. so, few years late, we happen to be in the same class again. which is form4 n 5. in this 2years time, we seldom tok.......we really hardly tok to each others.......than..... during college.......he went into taylor oso......but diff building, BUT itz still quite near to the compus i'm studying......... so we'll meet up n go lunch together during tuesday........than this 1 fine day.... he ask me out for tea after my class end......so i tot juz normal fren hang out.......but alvin says he hav some intention on me.....n i starting to think so too.......after CNY break...... we still went out for lunch together.......than these day, we'r chatting in msn.....he says he lik this girl which is not sombong....... so i ask him y never start things up wt her.......than he says he's waiting for the rite time n will giv her a surprice........so.....yesterday when i finish my law test.......i sms-ed alvin, evil chia n him. i tell them tat i screw my test........than he reply me quite late which is in the nite......than we chated happyly......when i'm ready to bed n wanted to tell him tat i wanted to sleep de......than he say he wanted to ask me somehting.......so i juz lik"asklar......" than he say "no matter wat i ask u oso hav to answer me......" than i started to freak out de.......so i sms alvin quicky n tell him.....but tat sucker alvin was lik" wat happen lar.......i'm asleep de....." so i reply him jokingly "wa......if u ask those confidentual stuff i oso hav to answer ar......." i was trying to break the ice there.....but hu noes he confess in he's next reply...........haiz.......... alvin did help me but not much...........but yeah, thanks alvin.......ur the man......so i end up turn him down but not in a very mean way......
am i really mean??
i really duno wat to do now.....i need guide...... i need help.....
gosh..........than i tell my mother about it this morning........n she started to gimme lesson of life.........she says if i hav a bf by now, she's gonna kill me......she had been saying this for years.......n of course i noe she mean it......she'll really KILL ME!!!!
for those hu happen to b reading this blog......PLZ TELL ME ......WAT AM I GONNA DO!!!!
tats all ........i hav to do my hw de.......tons of it waiting for me...............
have a nice day n happy valentine day~
best wishes,
nichole aka lai yin *smuck*
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