i'v grow up.......!! cant believe it.......

i'v grow up.......!! cant believe it.......
Today I’v learns a lesson of life……
GUYS CAN NEVER B TRUSTED unless he’s ur really really really gud fren…… as in guys gud fren (I’m referring to Alvin….c, I’m such a gud fren…I appreciate u……ehehhehehehehhe…….sucker malai Alvin bin ur ass…….mwahahhaaha) Especially when a guy tell u tat he’s not going to lie to u, or when a guy says tat he’ll giv u all the happiness in the world…… happily every after story will NEVER happen during those guys after u……. during this period (when a guy is after u), itz is called as the battle preparation……. NEVER n don’t let him noe the truth (ur feelings)…… but don’t lie to him too….. he’ll b mad of u when he noe u lied to him….. DON’T make them mad coz someday u might need them…… juz giv them hint by telling other ppl’s story n keep mentioning about ur dream guy or ur day dream or ur wishes……..BUT don’t do tat too often coz they’ll get irritated wt it……. Only go for their date once or twice out of 10times he dated u……..but dun giv lame excuses to push the date… juz tell them u don’t feel lik going….. let them noe ur not those easy-going type of girl……etc….
There’s too much in my guide book….. Impossible to type it all out…….>.<

If u guys need any help in this kind of problem….. don’t mind to get advice from me…. Feel free to msg me or call me….. but itz better to call or tok to me face to face…. Coz I lazy to type…..ehehehehheheheh……. no matter babes or dude….. I oso will try my best n share my guide book wt u all tat needed it………

I may not say I’m a wise person but I can tell u tat I’m experience in solving ppl’s problem…… buT too bad that no one can solve my problem…. No one lik wat I’v did to others, no one there to help me n grab me up from my messy feelings…… so I realize tat not all problems I can solve by myself….. n tats y EVERY one need FRENS…… n tats y I’m so willing to help others……n tats wat a frens for……. Touched huh…??
I’v grows up a lot…… I’v understands a lot……. I’v learns a lot…… I’v helps a lot of ppl…. I’v gain a lot of experience, not only from my own life but oso from others too…… so I really hav to thanks those tat tough me lesson of life…..

1stly big big thanks to Alvin, ur problem help me grow up DAMN LOT~~!!! U teach me to live in this realistic life…… u bring me back from my dream land to this realistic life…… u make me realize there’s something tat I can never get…. No matter how much I try, it’ll only turn out all wrong……
As the MURPHY’S LAW(not those real law tat I’m studying tat involve legal term) once says “whatever can go wrong will go wrong; whatever cant go wrong will go wrong; trying to make things better only make things worst; any attempt to do ntg, so ntg can go wrong,will go wrong.” True huh….?? At 1st I think itz ridiculous till I realize it so true n I realize this from Alvin.

2ndly, I wan to thanks *ahem*…… u’v broke my heart but u teaches me a lesson……. U thicken my guide book, u’v added a chapter in my dairy…. U’v colour-ed up my life…. U’ll b in my memory 4eva….. u makes me learn to get used to heart broken….. u teaches me tat not necessary to hav the things that u lik, u make me realize sometimes givin out things that I lik could make more ppl happy than keeping it n I’m the only 1 tat’s happy…… u make me noe how to control my tears…… u make me grow up so super damn much….. I din cry when u called to break up…. I din cry for u after things happened….. I din regret wat I’v done but I’m very happy tat u still treat me as a fren….. this make me realize tat sometime things goes another way round will turn up to b better than the way u wish tat it could b……. u make me realize tat I lik u more than I noe…… last week, I had this dream. I dream tat u n leez made up together….. I hav no idea y but itz really hurt…. Than I wake up crying…. I din even noe tat I’m crying…. I never dream about u b4 n this is the 1st dream I dream about u….. but itz a bad dream…… than I tell myself….. I cant do any thing to it….. ur not my anything….. u hav the right to do any thing u wish…..u can made up wt any girl u lik….. all I can do is juz wish u gud luck n pray tat u’ll alwaz remember me as a fren tat once step into ur life…. N this had taught me to let go wat I hav n wat I luv……

3rd-ly I wanted to thanks to my parents. They guide me through every moment. They alwaz stand by my side when ever I face any problem. They make me believe in hope n future…. They make me not to believe in others but trust….. They make me become more independence……. Although they alwaz grounded me but they do tat for my own gud… although they alwaz scold me, but they do tat to make me realize I’m wrong n make me change…….. 19th of march is their wedding anniversary, those tat happen to b reading this, lets us all pray for their health n future, wish them happily ever after, wish them remain so lovely…… ^.^

Then…..i wanted to thanks to those that had betrayed me….. Thanks for giving me a lesson that not to tell EVERYTHING to any one (accept for Pauline, Alvin, shing yi, shu ting n my family…… includes my teddy n my dog….)
Thanks for those tat backstab me…… thanks for making me realize tat wat’s my attitude tat make u guys tok about……. Make me realize which happen to b the real true fren n which is not ……
Thanks for those tat spread rumors about me……. U guys make me realize tat u guys actually noticed me……

I’m such a +’ve thinking person……ehehehehhehe…… coz I’v learn my lessons….. Being happy is better than being depressed…….

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Here I needed some help from those tat happen to b reading my blog….. hav I change since I step in my new college life?? Did I change?? Plz gimme some comments or drop me a testi if possible…….ehehehehheehe………….

Once again, DID I CHANGE??? If yes, wat I’v change?? Is it a gud thing if I change into wat I am now?? Should I change back to the old shopaholic me?? Or change into a better me?? Or make no changes?? Plz tell me….. I wont get mad of u if u tell me the truth which happen to b very hyper hurt….. I’ll only get mad if u dun tell the truth~~!!!

Thanks ya…..

Hav a nice day n c ya soon……..

Luv,
Nichole @ lai yin – I’m in a hyper happy n mature mood today, tats y this post is so mature……^^