As usual, I do not have New Year resolution. As my last post, I said nothing changed for this New Year. But something had just changed last 2 days, something that us, the low family will never ever forget about it. I went to college as usual and have a great day. I reach home and I have a weird feeling. May be that because my family and I did not have our lunch together. I had my lunch alone. After lunch, I went back to my room. I saw Lai Kwan lying on Nong bed and reading magazine while Nong having her shower. This is really freaky when the whole house is so quite. I asked them what happened and they just ignore me as if Ie never speak. This is really weird and making me worries about the financial status because few days ago, theye discussing about it. Later, I walk down to the living hall and saw my daddy. He asks me to drink a cup of water and sit beside him. I was thinking to myself hit?!! He must be asking me to stop my college and start working.?I obey his order and sit beside him. He waited for few minutes like as if he needs to think about his speech, than he started his talk.
Daddy: do you know that human will die of old age?/SPAN>
Me: (nod nod)?.
Daddy: when someone die of old age is not something sad. We should be glad that s/he
went to a better place where s/he no worries and pain.
In this very moment I have this weird thinking that
- someone in my family had passed away or
- daddy wanted to commit suicide or
- he wanted us to commit suicide or
- he had been announced bankruptcy or
- he wanted to leave us or
- mommy do not wants us any more or
- he wanted to give us to some other people so that we can have a better, richer, glossier family and have a great life.
- ?.. (I have no any other idea during this kind of situation.)
A big fat *touch wood* for the above thinking.
Than my daddy continue?/SPAN>
Daddy: Pisces had passed away this morning?.
Me: WHAT???!!! (Started crying?.)
Daddy: don feel sad. I love her the most. She with me every time you all doing your
work in your room. Shel will sit beside me and sleep on my tummy. I love her
the most. I felt sad more than any of you.
Me: But why?.(sobbing?.)
Daddy: this morning, about 9 something when I was preparing dinner ingredient, she
still very active and running every where. Than not long later, about an hour, I
saw her lying on the ground at back yard. Her face all blood. She shit and wee
every where. She vomits white bubble?. (Daddy starts showing his very
disturbed and sad look.)
Me: ?..(still crying?
Daddy: don feel sad. Il get you another new dog. Your mommy already very sad,
don let her know youe sad too. Shel feel worst. Go and have a look at you
ma, and see what she doing?(look away from me)
This is really saddening. My best friend chum my beloved dog had died of poison. We suspect is either snake or centipede. PISCES I LOVE YOU!!!! May you rest in peace.
I really do miss you Pisces. I will mourn for you as long as 12 days.
Here some profile about Pisces.
Full name: Chikerfill Pisces
DOB: 16th April 1994
Favourite food: Doggy junkie
Favourite things to do: sleep on top of my daddy tummy
Favourite Toy: rubber duckie
DOD: 17th January 2007
Place of burry: I don know. According to daddy, she buried at a place where no
people will kacau her.
GOSH? I really love her so much. More than Christiano and Mr Chong. And Money.
I LOVE YOU PISCES!!!!
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