BIRTHDAY~~~!!!
Those noises from my beloved hp wake me up…. I took my clock n it shows 12am……. Its midnight… who call this late?? Than I took my phone and realize its message, not phone call…. I open the message folder, it’s from Alvin, he wish me happy birthday…. He’s the 1st one who greets me…. No, wait…. Its dry cucumber who greet me 1st…. than c*, than Chien Lin….. Wait…… is Wen Jie call before Lin or after Lin?? Oh well, never mind who cares….. Than few minutes later my phone buzz again… and this time is Lai Ming…. They all wish me Happy Birthday………… so, it’s my Birthday from this very minute that Alvin messages me… but I’m too tired to feel happy…. Just fall back to my bed and continue to sleep…. Until my phone buzz again… this time is not greetings any more, it’s my alarm clock… I wake up lazily, than do all the normal routine that I always do every morning, than off to the road… happily driving… than my phone buzz again…..!!! It’s greeting from tze yi or tze yee or what ever yi…… as long as he’s name sound more or less like that…. He’s a class mate of mine…. Than I park my car at the old place of mine… tune into hitz.fm n they are having my favourite program… the morning crew’s gotcha call……. While listening to the radio, I apply my lips gloss, and than my phone buzz AGAIN!!! This time is Lai Kwan, she greets me too…. than I complain to her that I’m 1year older de…. Than she told me a lot of touching stuff of being 18 years old adult… I can’t believe I’m an adult now…. I’m 18 today~~!!! I’m an ADULT~~!!! While reading the message, my tears start falling from my eyes…. I’m crying….. Not because of I’m sad of neither being an adult nor being 1year older…. But I’m crying because of I’m happy…. I have a feeling that something miracle will happen in this vary 18th birthday of mine…..
As usual, I start walking to my campus after the gotcha call, than Wen Jie call. He asked me what time my class end… and he says he’ll be meeting me after class….. Than I reached my campus, I smell the air of the happiness in this world… and the wind of peace blow to my face, hitting my face lightly, making me to bring out my true smile from the deepest of my heart…. I hardly get this smile after SPM n I think this is the 1st time having this simile back after SPM. I have no idea what bring ‘it’ back to me, but I can tell that I’m really happy.
I reach B25, Sherlene and Louisa is there. Than Sherlene greet me, and follow by Louisa. Slowly, all the class mate is here, and they all wishes me Happy Birthday. I’m happy.
Break time, Jennifer, Elizabeth, Michelle, Rox and I went to AYA café. Than we order our food. As usual, my foods come last. I think I have no fate towards food. Why is it every time my food is the last one that been serve??
Before my food been served, Jennifer and Rox went to the cake display place, bought me 2 chocolate balls as birthday cake. They put 1candle on each chocolate ball. Than they started to sing Birthday song…… I’m so touched… I blow the candle after making a wish… guess what I wished for…. Tell ya later…. Not now….. Eheheheheheh……… after blowing of the candle, they make me bite the candle off the chocolate ball. Than they took photo of my biting the candle of the chocolate ball. Finally my food is here, I started to eat it while others finish off their food. Than Sash, Puyuh, Amanda, Sherlene, Angela……etc… came in and join us. Then we pay our bill and off to the next class. When we’re in the class, the Leng-Chai-Teacher of Puyuh was not there yet, so the class mates start singing Birthday songs to me again…
During LAN, we’re supposed to present our drama today. So we finish discussion on how, what and when. When Amanda’s group doing their present their stuff…. When they’re presenting, I took picture with Ian’s group, which happen to be the group that I’m in. Than, when they’re singing Keranamu Malaysia and Jalur Gemilang….. We wave and sing along….. As in PB3 people wave and sing along ONLY~~!!!! After they finish their presentation, we clap our hand like as if we have no feelings of pain. Then we shouted ‘ENCORE……~~!!!’ and I really enjoy it so much…. Than it’s our turn. We went up to the stage, and start our ‘parameswara drama’….. I’m the warrior that received an order by the king of duno where to kill the parameswara. Then my job is to run out with my bottle and fight with the body guard using my bottle….. I know it sux but its funny and fun…. But my mission fails. I dint get to kill parameswara because Amir the body guard stops me…. After 10 minutes later, we finish our presentation. Then the rest of the PB3 people keep clapping and shouted ENCORE as well…. And we’re happy with out presentation. After finish marking the attendance, the whole PB3 people sing me Birthday song again!! In front of 5others classes. And all of them staring at us, I wonder they think we’re a freak or jealous that we’re so close to each others.
After LAN, I meet up with Wen Jie. He gets me quite big pink teddy bear. And I’m very happy of it. Than he walk me to my car. On the way, my face was very red. I wonder is because of the sun’s shine or I’m blushing. Any way, yeah, I went home happily.
This birthday, I’m very happy. I have received about 50++ greeting in the form of sms, calls, msn, face-to-face etc….. I also receive a present by Elizabeth. She gave me chocolate bath foam. She brought it from Italy. Sweet right…..
This day, my 18wish list is almost fulfilled. Until the next day, *ahem* confess to me. And he says this time he’s serious. I’m so surprise. And I thank God immediately. I thank my ancestor as well. Because my wish had come true. The wish that I made on the two chocolate balls that I mention just now had come true. I love you God. You really gave me my wishes. And so so so happy. I feel like flying and floating.
Let me tells you which 18wish list of mine had come true.
1 Get to finish my 18wish list…….FULFILLED
2 Everyone’s wishes could come true……
3 world full of happiness
4 No more worries……. FULFILLED
5 Alvin could finally sort out his problem n stick to what he wanted to do………Alvin u owe me damn lot……ur so damn lucky to have me as ur fren n guide u through every moment…….. No matter sad or happy stuff……. This can show how nice I am…….mwaaahahahahhaha………….
6 Get along/peace in the family…. FULFILLED
7 Get to sneak out n join the class gathering……..
8 Get to score better/improve for all the class test/semester exam/final AS n A2 exam……eheheeehee………I noe this sound lame but tats my wish……..
9 RECEIVE MORE PRESENT THAN LAST YEAR~~!!! Hohohohohoh……….. FULFILLED
10 Fill up my collection of teddy n books n doggy…….tat mean I score 8As or above for SPM…….. mwaahahahaha………….. FULFILLED
11 I’ll change into a better person, include slim down, prettier>.< , no more pimples n black-head, no more lai-yin-suddent-acctack-flu, be more serious in study, no more crazy stuff during study………etc….. FULFILLED…..OF COURSE SOME ONLY….NOT ALL….
12 get to solve others’ problem/listen n help them if I could, tat means I’ll be trusted by others…………mwahahahhahahah………….love doing this kind of stuff…. FULFILLED
13 All single ppl get to meet with their half. Those paired couple could be as lovely as possible.
14 *ahem* get all the happiness and do whatever he wish to, found his ‘the one’ n happily ever after……..but of course have to keep our friendship forever no matter what happen to any of us…… do I sound stupid….. I bet I am…. But this is the best way to sort things out of the whole mess….. FULFILLED
15 This is the best birthday in my 18 years of life…….. FULFILLED
16 Manage to settle down with my college life, get to finish all my HW, and get to manage my time better n get into law school. ^^ FULFILLED
17 Get to start thing up again wt *ahem*…..I noe this is impossible but….. Yeah…. This is my biggest wish n it’s my Christmas, New Year n birthday wish every year since the day I meet him……. I noe I sound stupid n crazy…… but seriously…….yes…. I’m stupid n crazy……… FULFILLED
18 Lastly, WORLD PEACE……. ^.^v I noe this is lame….. But its really from the bottom of my heart……….I swears…… FULFILLED!!!
12 OUT OF 18 FULFILLED….!! Not bad….. Ehehehehheheh…….
And one more thing. Thanks for those that support my blog. If it is not the feedback from you guys, I might have given up blogging. And thanks for making my birthday great….!!!
Thanks every one.
Have a nice day and God Bless…..
Love,
LLY @ nick ^^
17 March, 2006
09 March, 2006
green theme
My hp irritatingly keeps buzzing beside my right ear n forcing me to open up my heavy eye….. Rubbing my eyes lik Alex…. Turn to the buzzing hp….. wondering hu the hack is it callin early in the morning…… thinking how am I going to screw tat sucker tat wake me up from my slumber land…….n pressed the GREEN button on the left corner beside the joy-stick….. “Helo~……gud morning….”….. The phone is still buzzing wt some GREEN picture swinging on the screen n there’s no reply in the other end…. Than I double check to c if itz my phone tat’s buzzing…. Yea… tats pussycat dolls’ don’t cha…… wait a minute…. Tat’s don’t cha…. Itz DON’T CHA!!!! Itz not some sucker tat play prank call but my alarm clock……!!!!
So I pull of GREEN comfy blanky…… get up from my GREEN queen size bed…. Walk in to my princess-lik washroom…… unhook my GREEN oral-b tooth brush from the metal tooth brush hook…. Turning the GREEN cap of the darlie…. Squeeze a generous amount of the darlie onto my GREEN tooth brush…. N the GREEN stick starting to move from up to down, right to left, in n out….. Finish brushing my teeth… I’ll do wat I’ll usually do after the brushing teeth routine – check n c if my teeth are as white as it uses to be……. Well… of course my teeth are as white as it use to b…. ^^
Than, walk into the shower n start squeezing the GREEN Pantene bottle wt a damn hyper generous amount (ma… now u noe y I can finish my Pantene so damn fast….>.<), start washing my precious part… dun think something stupid ok…. Itz juz my hair… not those stupid stuff tat u guys would think of….. Finish shower, I took my sis’s GREEN shower-tower which she happen to left it in Malaysia….. n than walk out of my washroom wearing ntg BUT tat stupid-damn-expensive-but-not-worth-it GREEN shower-tower…. My hair still dripping n make the granite floor add on some patches of water….. Standing in front of my tiny wardrobe which manages to fit in all my collection of the precious cloth….. Staring at the open wardrobe n scanning through for few times n take out the one n only GREEN shirt from my wide range of colour clothing….. Yes…. Tats my one n only…. So itz very precious… if there’s no special occasion, u wont b c-ing me wearing it….. YES…… today is GREEN day….. I quite special occasion for PB3 ppl… well… not tat itz really a special occasion but yea….. Today’s theme is GREEN….!!! The whole class was wearing GREEN, itz so fun~ then later on…… stupid Alex ask me to turn to the back….. Well, yes, he’s sitting at the back of me…. Although I told u guys tat he’s very kacau-ing…. But I cant do anything to stop him from sitting somewhere near me….. After I turn to the back which is facing him, I asked him wats up impatiently…. Than he turns to yen ting n say “there u c, I told u itz a dolphin…..” than yen ting says “itz shark lar…. Hav tat 3thing there….” “no….. itz dolphin wt whiskers….” Than they start debating wats tat picture printed on my GREEN shirt….. Than I told them tat itz a shark….. Than the debate starts again… “C, I told u….. Itz a shark la….”… “No……itz a smiling dolphin…..” “No..!! Yen ting’s rite…. It’s a shark….”…. n this continue till we hav no idea when…… than we continue our study….. N no more debate on the shark or dolphin issue…… Thinking skills class….. She’s alwaz late…. As in our tutor…. So, whole bunch of us standing out side the class n letting the sun to shine on us….. than the shark or dolphin issue back, almost whole class keep debating about it…… here’s wat had turn up to b… Amir says itz a whale….. (this is even worst then dolphin), Alex keep saying itz a dolphin wt 3whiskers, Nicole says itz an elephant…..of course we all noe she’s crapping….. Etc….. n finally there’s the worst guessing of the day….. some1 says, well if I’m not mistaken, itz Shane……he says “when a whale, which happen to hav a dolphin as ancestor, had sex wt a shark, so itz turn up to b this TINK (which happen to b yen ting’s nick name from trippy T) tat printed on lai yin’s GREEN shirt”…… than some girls pop up n giv an answer tat finalize our shark or dolphin issue…. I can’t really rmb hu is tat girl…. If not mistaken itz chiou min….. she finalize it by saying itz a friendly shark…..which happen to b Alex’s nick name….>.< so, they says itz Alex on my shirt….. Gosh….. Can’t believe 1 stupid GREEN shirt can cause such a big issue…..
So, the debate had end. N some relax chat starts…. We’re toking about EVERYTHING tat we can squeeze out of our brain…. N happily eating those junky tats trippy T buys for us… we eat it as if itz our own junky…. We even forgotten tat we’re supposed to b on-diet…. When Yusnie start saying tat every time she says that the tutor or lecturer is absent n starting to plan where to go in this free-period, the teacher will juz pop up n the next seconds where she can’t even manage to finish her dream….. our beloved thinking skills tutor really DID pop up behind Ian n Yusnie really did not manage to continue she dream…… we’r so happy n start laughing at Yusnie….. The other thing tat we’re laughing at is our thinking skills tutor…. She’s wearing GREEN too….. I wonder is there any spy tat tells our tutors wat theme would the coming day are…. Y is it every time there’s at least 1tutor wear the theme colour……… any way, yea… its cool to saw tutors wearing our theme colour…… ^^
During LAN, I’m under Ian’s group for LAN group performance…. So we’r asked to gather at the left front corner of the lecture theatre 2…… so, when half of the class was sitting in tat corner, automatically, whole class will b sitting in this same corner too…. so the room was like…….. Half full ONLY…. Others all cabut de…. At 1st I oso wan to cabut but Ian insist us to stay n discuss the performance thingy….. so I terpaksa stay….. Than, the fullest place is where normally place tat others student wont b sitting…. U noe where?? Guess…. Ok…. Let me tell u…. the 1st few rows away from the place where uncle teong stands…… so, when u stands at the main entrance which happens to b the highest place in the room…. U’ll c a flock of GREEN TINK sitting at the front few rows of the left side sits……. We’re the best attendance among 5 classes….. All of us actually did attend this stupid LAN class….. But this does not means tat we’re nerd or freak or stupid or whatever….. We’r juz respecting the lecturer…. ^^
During break…….. U can c there’s few tables in Asia café…. Surrounded wt GREEN people…. N those GREEN people are PB3 ppl~ its so fun tat u can c EVERYONE r staring at us…. As if we’re the grinch or something that they hardly get to c in this whole wide world…..
After class end…. U can c there’s GREEN ppl in every corner of the whole campus…. Of course not only PB3 ppl lar….. But tat make me feels so GREEN …. I duno y…. itz juz so GREEN…….
The GREEN day ended after I went home n took a long hot shower to relax my every muscle n every cell in my entire body……. While I’m showering…. My mind r all GREEN ……… ^^
Hav a nice day~
Luv
Nichole aka lai yin the big ugly evil GREEN grintch tat dun steal Christmas away from others…….^^
**This post is for 08-03-2006(Wed)
So I pull of GREEN comfy blanky…… get up from my GREEN queen size bed…. Walk in to my princess-lik washroom…… unhook my GREEN oral-b tooth brush from the metal tooth brush hook…. Turning the GREEN cap of the darlie…. Squeeze a generous amount of the darlie onto my GREEN tooth brush…. N the GREEN stick starting to move from up to down, right to left, in n out….. Finish brushing my teeth… I’ll do wat I’ll usually do after the brushing teeth routine – check n c if my teeth are as white as it uses to be……. Well… of course my teeth are as white as it use to b…. ^^
Than, walk into the shower n start squeezing the GREEN Pantene bottle wt a damn hyper generous amount (ma… now u noe y I can finish my Pantene so damn fast….>.<), start washing my precious part… dun think something stupid ok…. Itz juz my hair… not those stupid stuff tat u guys would think of….. Finish shower, I took my sis’s GREEN shower-tower which she happen to left it in Malaysia….. n than walk out of my washroom wearing ntg BUT tat stupid-damn-expensive-but-not-worth-it GREEN shower-tower…. My hair still dripping n make the granite floor add on some patches of water….. Standing in front of my tiny wardrobe which manages to fit in all my collection of the precious cloth….. Staring at the open wardrobe n scanning through for few times n take out the one n only GREEN shirt from my wide range of colour clothing….. Yes…. Tats my one n only…. So itz very precious… if there’s no special occasion, u wont b c-ing me wearing it….. YES…… today is GREEN day….. I quite special occasion for PB3 ppl… well… not tat itz really a special occasion but yea….. Today’s theme is GREEN….!!! The whole class was wearing GREEN, itz so fun~ then later on…… stupid Alex ask me to turn to the back….. Well, yes, he’s sitting at the back of me…. Although I told u guys tat he’s very kacau-ing…. But I cant do anything to stop him from sitting somewhere near me….. After I turn to the back which is facing him, I asked him wats up impatiently…. Than he turns to yen ting n say “there u c, I told u itz a dolphin…..” than yen ting says “itz shark lar…. Hav tat 3thing there….” “no….. itz dolphin wt whiskers….” Than they start debating wats tat picture printed on my GREEN shirt….. Than I told them tat itz a shark….. Than the debate starts again… “C, I told u….. Itz a shark la….”… “No……itz a smiling dolphin…..” “No..!! Yen ting’s rite…. It’s a shark….”…. n this continue till we hav no idea when…… than we continue our study….. N no more debate on the shark or dolphin issue…… Thinking skills class….. She’s alwaz late…. As in our tutor…. So, whole bunch of us standing out side the class n letting the sun to shine on us….. than the shark or dolphin issue back, almost whole class keep debating about it…… here’s wat had turn up to b… Amir says itz a whale….. (this is even worst then dolphin), Alex keep saying itz a dolphin wt 3whiskers, Nicole says itz an elephant…..of course we all noe she’s crapping….. Etc….. n finally there’s the worst guessing of the day….. some1 says, well if I’m not mistaken, itz Shane……he says “when a whale, which happen to hav a dolphin as ancestor, had sex wt a shark, so itz turn up to b this TINK (which happen to b yen ting’s nick name from trippy T) tat printed on lai yin’s GREEN shirt”…… than some girls pop up n giv an answer tat finalize our shark or dolphin issue…. I can’t really rmb hu is tat girl…. If not mistaken itz chiou min….. she finalize it by saying itz a friendly shark…..which happen to b Alex’s nick name….>.< so, they says itz Alex on my shirt….. Gosh….. Can’t believe 1 stupid GREEN shirt can cause such a big issue…..
So, the debate had end. N some relax chat starts…. We’re toking about EVERYTHING tat we can squeeze out of our brain…. N happily eating those junky tats trippy T buys for us… we eat it as if itz our own junky…. We even forgotten tat we’re supposed to b on-diet…. When Yusnie start saying tat every time she says that the tutor or lecturer is absent n starting to plan where to go in this free-period, the teacher will juz pop up n the next seconds where she can’t even manage to finish her dream….. our beloved thinking skills tutor really DID pop up behind Ian n Yusnie really did not manage to continue she dream…… we’r so happy n start laughing at Yusnie….. The other thing tat we’re laughing at is our thinking skills tutor…. She’s wearing GREEN too….. I wonder is there any spy tat tells our tutors wat theme would the coming day are…. Y is it every time there’s at least 1tutor wear the theme colour……… any way, yea… its cool to saw tutors wearing our theme colour…… ^^
During LAN, I’m under Ian’s group for LAN group performance…. So we’r asked to gather at the left front corner of the lecture theatre 2…… so, when half of the class was sitting in tat corner, automatically, whole class will b sitting in this same corner too…. so the room was like…….. Half full ONLY…. Others all cabut de…. At 1st I oso wan to cabut but Ian insist us to stay n discuss the performance thingy….. so I terpaksa stay….. Than, the fullest place is where normally place tat others student wont b sitting…. U noe where?? Guess…. Ok…. Let me tell u…. the 1st few rows away from the place where uncle teong stands…… so, when u stands at the main entrance which happens to b the highest place in the room…. U’ll c a flock of GREEN TINK sitting at the front few rows of the left side sits……. We’re the best attendance among 5 classes….. All of us actually did attend this stupid LAN class….. But this does not means tat we’re nerd or freak or stupid or whatever….. We’r juz respecting the lecturer…. ^^
During break…….. U can c there’s few tables in Asia café…. Surrounded wt GREEN people…. N those GREEN people are PB3 ppl~ its so fun tat u can c EVERYONE r staring at us…. As if we’re the grinch or something that they hardly get to c in this whole wide world…..
After class end…. U can c there’s GREEN ppl in every corner of the whole campus…. Of course not only PB3 ppl lar….. But tat make me feels so GREEN …. I duno y…. itz juz so GREEN…….
The GREEN day ended after I went home n took a long hot shower to relax my every muscle n every cell in my entire body……. While I’m showering…. My mind r all GREEN ……… ^^
Hav a nice day~
Luv
Nichole aka lai yin the big ugly evil GREEN grintch tat dun steal Christmas away from others…….^^
**This post is for 08-03-2006(Wed)
03 March, 2006
i'v grow up.......!! cant believe it.......
i'v grow up.......!! cant believe it.......
Today I’v learns a lesson of life……
GUYS CAN NEVER B TRUSTED unless he’s ur really really really gud fren…… as in guys gud fren (I’m referring to Alvin….c, I’m such a gud fren…I appreciate u……ehehhehehehehhe…….sucker malai Alvin bin ur ass…….mwahahhaaha) Especially when a guy tell u tat he’s not going to lie to u, or when a guy says tat he’ll giv u all the happiness in the world…… happily every after story will NEVER happen during those guys after u……. during this period (when a guy is after u), itz is called as the battle preparation……. NEVER n don’t let him noe the truth (ur feelings)…… but don’t lie to him too….. he’ll b mad of u when he noe u lied to him….. DON’T make them mad coz someday u might need them…… juz giv them hint by telling other ppl’s story n keep mentioning about ur dream guy or ur day dream or ur wishes……..BUT don’t do tat too often coz they’ll get irritated wt it……. Only go for their date once or twice out of 10times he dated u……..but dun giv lame excuses to push the date… juz tell them u don’t feel lik going….. let them noe ur not those easy-going type of girl……etc….
There’s too much in my guide book….. Impossible to type it all out…….>.<
If u guys need any help in this kind of problem….. don’t mind to get advice from me…. Feel free to msg me or call me….. but itz better to call or tok to me face to face…. Coz I lazy to type…..ehehehehheheheh……. no matter babes or dude….. I oso will try my best n share my guide book wt u all tat needed it………
I may not say I’m a wise person but I can tell u tat I’m experience in solving ppl’s problem…… buT too bad that no one can solve my problem…. No one lik wat I’v did to others, no one there to help me n grab me up from my messy feelings…… so I realize tat not all problems I can solve by myself….. n tats y EVERY one need FRENS…… n tats y I’m so willing to help others……n tats wat a frens for……. Touched huh…??
I’v grows up a lot…… I’v understands a lot……. I’v learns a lot…… I’v helps a lot of ppl…. I’v gain a lot of experience, not only from my own life but oso from others too…… so I really hav to thanks those tat tough me lesson of life…..
1stly big big thanks to Alvin, ur problem help me grow up DAMN LOT~~!!! U teach me to live in this realistic life…… u bring me back from my dream land to this realistic life…… u make me realize there’s something tat I can never get…. No matter how much I try, it’ll only turn out all wrong……
As the MURPHY’S LAW(not those real law tat I’m studying tat involve legal term) once says “whatever can go wrong will go wrong; whatever cant go wrong will go wrong; trying to make things better only make things worst; any attempt to do ntg, so ntg can go wrong,will go wrong.” True huh….?? At 1st I think itz ridiculous till I realize it so true n I realize this from Alvin.
2ndly, I wan to thanks *ahem*…… u’v broke my heart but u teaches me a lesson……. U thicken my guide book, u’v added a chapter in my dairy…. U’v colour-ed up my life…. U’ll b in my memory 4eva….. u makes me learn to get used to heart broken….. u teaches me tat not necessary to hav the things that u lik, u make me realize sometimes givin out things that I lik could make more ppl happy than keeping it n I’m the only 1 tat’s happy…… u make me noe how to control my tears…… u make me grow up so super damn much….. I din cry when u called to break up…. I din cry for u after things happened….. I din regret wat I’v done but I’m very happy tat u still treat me as a fren….. this make me realize tat sometime things goes another way round will turn up to b better than the way u wish tat it could b……. u make me realize tat I lik u more than I noe…… last week, I had this dream. I dream tat u n leez made up together….. I hav no idea y but itz really hurt…. Than I wake up crying…. I din even noe tat I’m crying…. I never dream about u b4 n this is the 1st dream I dream about u….. but itz a bad dream…… than I tell myself….. I cant do any thing to it….. ur not my anything….. u hav the right to do any thing u wish…..u can made up wt any girl u lik….. all I can do is juz wish u gud luck n pray tat u’ll alwaz remember me as a fren tat once step into ur life…. N this had taught me to let go wat I hav n wat I luv……
3rd-ly I wanted to thanks to my parents. They guide me through every moment. They alwaz stand by my side when ever I face any problem. They make me believe in hope n future…. They make me not to believe in others but trust….. They make me become more independence……. Although they alwaz grounded me but they do tat for my own gud… although they alwaz scold me, but they do tat to make me realize I’m wrong n make me change…….. 19th of march is their wedding anniversary, those tat happen to b reading this, lets us all pray for their health n future, wish them happily ever after, wish them remain so lovely…… ^.^
Then…..i wanted to thanks to those that had betrayed me….. Thanks for giving me a lesson that not to tell EVERYTHING to any one (accept for Pauline, Alvin, shing yi, shu ting n my family…… includes my teddy n my dog….)
Thanks for those tat backstab me…… thanks for making me realize tat wat’s my attitude tat make u guys tok about……. Make me realize which happen to b the real true fren n which is not ……
Thanks for those tat spread rumors about me……. U guys make me realize tat u guys actually noticed me……
I’m such a +’ve thinking person……ehehehehhehe…… coz I’v learn my lessons….. Being happy is better than being depressed…….
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Here I needed some help from those tat happen to b reading my blog….. hav I change since I step in my new college life?? Did I change?? Plz gimme some comments or drop me a testi if possible…….ehehehehheehe………….
Once again, DID I CHANGE??? If yes, wat I’v change?? Is it a gud thing if I change into wat I am now?? Should I change back to the old shopaholic me?? Or change into a better me?? Or make no changes?? Plz tell me….. I wont get mad of u if u tell me the truth which happen to b very hyper hurt….. I’ll only get mad if u dun tell the truth~~!!!
Thanks ya…..
Hav a nice day n c ya soon……..
Luv,
Nichole @ lai yin – I’m in a hyper happy n mature mood today, tats y this post is so mature……^^
Today I’v learns a lesson of life……
GUYS CAN NEVER B TRUSTED unless he’s ur really really really gud fren…… as in guys gud fren (I’m referring to Alvin….c, I’m such a gud fren…I appreciate u……ehehhehehehehhe…….sucker malai Alvin bin ur ass…….mwahahhaaha) Especially when a guy tell u tat he’s not going to lie to u, or when a guy says tat he’ll giv u all the happiness in the world…… happily every after story will NEVER happen during those guys after u……. during this period (when a guy is after u), itz is called as the battle preparation……. NEVER n don’t let him noe the truth (ur feelings)…… but don’t lie to him too….. he’ll b mad of u when he noe u lied to him….. DON’T make them mad coz someday u might need them…… juz giv them hint by telling other ppl’s story n keep mentioning about ur dream guy or ur day dream or ur wishes……..BUT don’t do tat too often coz they’ll get irritated wt it……. Only go for their date once or twice out of 10times he dated u……..but dun giv lame excuses to push the date… juz tell them u don’t feel lik going….. let them noe ur not those easy-going type of girl……etc….
There’s too much in my guide book….. Impossible to type it all out…….>.<
If u guys need any help in this kind of problem….. don’t mind to get advice from me…. Feel free to msg me or call me….. but itz better to call or tok to me face to face…. Coz I lazy to type…..ehehehehheheheh……. no matter babes or dude….. I oso will try my best n share my guide book wt u all tat needed it………
I may not say I’m a wise person but I can tell u tat I’m experience in solving ppl’s problem…… buT too bad that no one can solve my problem…. No one lik wat I’v did to others, no one there to help me n grab me up from my messy feelings…… so I realize tat not all problems I can solve by myself….. n tats y EVERY one need FRENS…… n tats y I’m so willing to help others……n tats wat a frens for……. Touched huh…??
I’v grows up a lot…… I’v understands a lot……. I’v learns a lot…… I’v helps a lot of ppl…. I’v gain a lot of experience, not only from my own life but oso from others too…… so I really hav to thanks those tat tough me lesson of life…..
1stly big big thanks to Alvin, ur problem help me grow up DAMN LOT~~!!! U teach me to live in this realistic life…… u bring me back from my dream land to this realistic life…… u make me realize there’s something tat I can never get…. No matter how much I try, it’ll only turn out all wrong……
As the MURPHY’S LAW(not those real law tat I’m studying tat involve legal term) once says “whatever can go wrong will go wrong; whatever cant go wrong will go wrong; trying to make things better only make things worst; any attempt to do ntg, so ntg can go wrong,will go wrong.” True huh….?? At 1st I think itz ridiculous till I realize it so true n I realize this from Alvin.
2ndly, I wan to thanks *ahem*…… u’v broke my heart but u teaches me a lesson……. U thicken my guide book, u’v added a chapter in my dairy…. U’v colour-ed up my life…. U’ll b in my memory 4eva….. u makes me learn to get used to heart broken….. u teaches me tat not necessary to hav the things that u lik, u make me realize sometimes givin out things that I lik could make more ppl happy than keeping it n I’m the only 1 tat’s happy…… u make me noe how to control my tears…… u make me grow up so super damn much….. I din cry when u called to break up…. I din cry for u after things happened….. I din regret wat I’v done but I’m very happy tat u still treat me as a fren….. this make me realize tat sometime things goes another way round will turn up to b better than the way u wish tat it could b……. u make me realize tat I lik u more than I noe…… last week, I had this dream. I dream tat u n leez made up together….. I hav no idea y but itz really hurt…. Than I wake up crying…. I din even noe tat I’m crying…. I never dream about u b4 n this is the 1st dream I dream about u….. but itz a bad dream…… than I tell myself….. I cant do any thing to it….. ur not my anything….. u hav the right to do any thing u wish…..u can made up wt any girl u lik….. all I can do is juz wish u gud luck n pray tat u’ll alwaz remember me as a fren tat once step into ur life…. N this had taught me to let go wat I hav n wat I luv……
3rd-ly I wanted to thanks to my parents. They guide me through every moment. They alwaz stand by my side when ever I face any problem. They make me believe in hope n future…. They make me not to believe in others but trust….. They make me become more independence……. Although they alwaz grounded me but they do tat for my own gud… although they alwaz scold me, but they do tat to make me realize I’m wrong n make me change…….. 19th of march is their wedding anniversary, those tat happen to b reading this, lets us all pray for their health n future, wish them happily ever after, wish them remain so lovely…… ^.^
Then…..i wanted to thanks to those that had betrayed me….. Thanks for giving me a lesson that not to tell EVERYTHING to any one (accept for Pauline, Alvin, shing yi, shu ting n my family…… includes my teddy n my dog….)
Thanks for those tat backstab me…… thanks for making me realize tat wat’s my attitude tat make u guys tok about……. Make me realize which happen to b the real true fren n which is not ……
Thanks for those tat spread rumors about me……. U guys make me realize tat u guys actually noticed me……
I’m such a +’ve thinking person……ehehehehhehe…… coz I’v learn my lessons….. Being happy is better than being depressed…….
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Here I needed some help from those tat happen to b reading my blog….. hav I change since I step in my new college life?? Did I change?? Plz gimme some comments or drop me a testi if possible…….ehehehehheehe………….
Once again, DID I CHANGE??? If yes, wat I’v change?? Is it a gud thing if I change into wat I am now?? Should I change back to the old shopaholic me?? Or change into a better me?? Or make no changes?? Plz tell me….. I wont get mad of u if u tell me the truth which happen to b very hyper hurt….. I’ll only get mad if u dun tell the truth~~!!!
Thanks ya…..
Hav a nice day n c ya soon……..
Luv,
Nichole @ lai yin – I’m in a hyper happy n mature mood today, tats y this post is so mature……^^
02 March, 2006
lets count down~~ hohohohoho.........
lets count down~~ hohohohoho.........
11days to SPM result days. 9days for those ns ppl to reunion wt their luv one. 16days to 5p2(2005) 1st class gathering………. 1more day to my assignment date-line, 13days to my BIRTHDAY~~!!!…. Mwahaahahhahaha………. March is such a happening month……I cant wait to face these days……..^.^
I really wonder wat would I get for my SPM result……. I bet itz very pathetic….. lets hope tat I can get 8A’s n above…. Coz I made I deal wt my parents….. if I get 8A’s or above…. They’ll buy me a dog….. so, if the result turn up to b very pathetic…. Than I no need to celebrate my birthday de……..haiz….. for those hu happen to b reading my blog… PLZ pray for me……….
During SPM result day, I set a theme for every….. I want them to wear white….. leez ask me y white…. Now I tell u guys y white….. coz black is a sign of bad luck according to guo xiang n shing yi………if itz red, loo wei cant wear red…….. coz her dad juz passed away……some girls wanted to wear pink but no guys wanted to wear pink……….. dun mention class t-shirt………not even ONE vote……. Haiz……… so sad rite……..
But the sucker Alvin dowan to follow the theme…… somore itz so difficult to tell the whole class to wear the same colour….. so, I’m gonna wear white….. if others not wearing white than too bad la…….
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FINALLY I’v spot a cute guy in tcsj……!!!
I hav no idea wats he’s name nor wats his class……… coz I’ll never hav chance to noe him……… all I noe is tat he hav dark purple hair!!!! Surprise ler……. He’s not leng chai, but cute….. really cute type…… n he’s hair so damn cool…….. ehehehhehehe……… tat’s the life of a miserable college girl…… oh ya…. 1more thing I noe about him….. he’s doing CAL oso…… eheehhehe………. N tat day I went break wt wei dar, he juz sit 2sit beside wei dar~~~!!! Hohohohohoho……….i din eat much……. Only a roti canai kosong…… I already super damn full…… pui yee u must hav get wat I’m trying to tell….. eheehhehehehe…….. pui yee u missed it…… too bad….. hu ask u go to cc ‘pak to’…… mwaahahahahahhaha……..
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Since my birthday is coming……… let me tell u guys wat to get me for my birthday present…….. ehehehheheeh……… I noe I’m not supposed to do so but I dun wish tat u guys waste money on something tat I dun need rite…….. somore u guys oso dun wish to get me something tat I dun lik rite……. As wat the wise one once said….. “quality better than quantity……” ehehehheheheehe…………….
Ok…………lets c wat I wan……… I wan all my 18wish list to come true….. I wan a super duper hyper huge teddy bear which can cost almost 1k…….. I wan a whole library of books………. I wan a cute guy……… I wan a bf >.< ……… I wan peace……. I wan happiness……. I wan *ahem* (impossible) …….. I wan a golden carriage……… I wan a swimming pool……. I wan a gym room………etc…… Did u all notice tat all the things tat I wan is something tat impossible to get?? Tats because I dowan u guys to waste money on a stupid+lame+crazy+useless fella lik me……. Once again As wat the wise one once says “the heart that count…..” so all u guys hav to do is juz gimme some surprise on my birthday….. call me in the mid-nite n wish me…… write me a card wt full of writing…….. juz get me a cup of mineral water also will do…….^^ All I really wish for is tat all of my fren can rmb my birthday n wish me…….~~!!! ^.^ ------------- Here’s a remainder for 5p2 ppl…….. class gathering on 18th march 2006…… plz meet at McD at 6.30pm sharp….. them we’ll bring u guys there….. plz bring along $$ as well…… after the dinner……. We’ll head to ‘ming tin’ which is happen to b very near there to yam cha n crap……>.<
I really hope tat every1 in the class could make it…… at least join us at ‘ming tin’……
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Those law assignment n econs hw really killing me…… but I seldom do them….. or I shall say I never do eons hw……. But I’ll alwaz pass up my law assignment in time~ hohohohohoho……….
1 law assignment per week…… I’m lovin it~
Till here for today’s blog……
Happy reading
&
Hav a nice day~
May God bless us all for the SPM result~
Luv,
Nichole @ lai yin………
*when I say no need to get me a birthday present, itz EXCLUDE Wong Munn Sing….. zombie king u better get me something onot I’ll kill u…… a promise is a promise…..!!!
11days to SPM result days. 9days for those ns ppl to reunion wt their luv one. 16days to 5p2(2005) 1st class gathering………. 1more day to my assignment date-line, 13days to my BIRTHDAY~~!!!…. Mwahaahahhahaha………. March is such a happening month……I cant wait to face these days……..^.^
I really wonder wat would I get for my SPM result……. I bet itz very pathetic….. lets hope tat I can get 8A’s n above…. Coz I made I deal wt my parents….. if I get 8A’s or above…. They’ll buy me a dog….. so, if the result turn up to b very pathetic…. Than I no need to celebrate my birthday de……..haiz….. for those hu happen to b reading my blog… PLZ pray for me……….
During SPM result day, I set a theme for every….. I want them to wear white….. leez ask me y white…. Now I tell u guys y white….. coz black is a sign of bad luck according to guo xiang n shing yi………if itz red, loo wei cant wear red…….. coz her dad juz passed away……some girls wanted to wear pink but no guys wanted to wear pink……….. dun mention class t-shirt………not even ONE vote……. Haiz……… so sad rite……..
But the sucker Alvin dowan to follow the theme…… somore itz so difficult to tell the whole class to wear the same colour….. so, I’m gonna wear white….. if others not wearing white than too bad la…….
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FINALLY I’v spot a cute guy in tcsj……!!!
I hav no idea wats he’s name nor wats his class……… coz I’ll never hav chance to noe him……… all I noe is tat he hav dark purple hair!!!! Surprise ler……. He’s not leng chai, but cute….. really cute type…… n he’s hair so damn cool…….. ehehehhehehe……… tat’s the life of a miserable college girl…… oh ya…. 1more thing I noe about him….. he’s doing CAL oso…… eheehhehe………. N tat day I went break wt wei dar, he juz sit 2sit beside wei dar~~~!!! Hohohohohoho……….i din eat much……. Only a roti canai kosong…… I already super damn full…… pui yee u must hav get wat I’m trying to tell….. eheehhehehehe…….. pui yee u missed it…… too bad….. hu ask u go to cc ‘pak to’…… mwaahahahahahhaha……..
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Since my birthday is coming……… let me tell u guys wat to get me for my birthday present…….. ehehehheheeh……… I noe I’m not supposed to do so but I dun wish tat u guys waste money on something tat I dun need rite…….. somore u guys oso dun wish to get me something tat I dun lik rite……. As wat the wise one once said….. “quality better than quantity……” ehehehheheheehe…………….
Ok…………lets c wat I wan……… I wan all my 18wish list to come true….. I wan a super duper hyper huge teddy bear which can cost almost 1k…….. I wan a whole library of books………. I wan a cute guy……… I wan a bf >.< ……… I wan peace……. I wan happiness……. I wan *ahem* (impossible) …….. I wan a golden carriage……… I wan a swimming pool……. I wan a gym room………etc…… Did u all notice tat all the things tat I wan is something tat impossible to get?? Tats because I dowan u guys to waste money on a stupid+lame+crazy+useless fella lik me……. Once again As wat the wise one once says “the heart that count…..” so all u guys hav to do is juz gimme some surprise on my birthday….. call me in the mid-nite n wish me…… write me a card wt full of writing…….. juz get me a cup of mineral water also will do…….^^ All I really wish for is tat all of my fren can rmb my birthday n wish me…….~~!!! ^.^ ------------- Here’s a remainder for 5p2 ppl…….. class gathering on 18th march 2006…… plz meet at McD at 6.30pm sharp….. them we’ll bring u guys there….. plz bring along $$ as well…… after the dinner……. We’ll head to ‘ming tin’ which is happen to b very near there to yam cha n crap……>.<
I really hope tat every1 in the class could make it…… at least join us at ‘ming tin’……
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Those law assignment n econs hw really killing me…… but I seldom do them….. or I shall say I never do eons hw……. But I’ll alwaz pass up my law assignment in time~ hohohohohoho……….
1 law assignment per week…… I’m lovin it~
Till here for today’s blog……
Happy reading
&
Hav a nice day~
May God bless us all for the SPM result~
Luv,
Nichole @ lai yin………
*when I say no need to get me a birthday present, itz EXCLUDE Wong Munn Sing….. zombie king u better get me something onot I’ll kill u…… a promise is a promise…..!!!
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