Thanks to all my ever loving friends and sister. I manage to pull through the day without breaking down. Together with the news of boss giving me a bit extra for shopping, it just kick all the blues away.
The morning started off pretty rough. Having to see the green icon and last seen. That emptiness of knowing I'm no one to ask. I'm no one to greet. Jean sent me a series of photos we took during her birthday party. It was heart breaking to receive it now at this moment. That smile on my face and our connection. Fate and faith. Faded.
After lunch was better. Still seeing the green icon on and off. But at least I don't know when's the last seen. Perhaps it's for the better. I may suffer now. But I will go through this. With all the support I'm receiving. I will come back stronger. As long as I keep believing.
At least I tried fighting for it…
Nichole
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