Things Always Happen When It is Least Expected

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Facts of the Day:

Mosquitos have teeth.

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Like my title, things always happen when it is least expected.

Why so?

Because this word is full of surprises that you will have to explore it yourself.

And, live every second like you will never have next to live.

Why so?

Because you will never know what will happen next second.

Love you family and friends while you can.

Why so?

Because you won't know how long your love for them will last.

Appreciate every thing you own and have.

Why so?

Because you might just disown it someday.

The above situation reflex what exactly happened to me for the pass few months.

I was mentally and physically prepared to continue my law degree at the land of Kangaroo. Everything went so well, until some technical problem, I am back to where I am. The land of 'boleh'.

Every moment I spent out of the empire of my parents was not well lived. I always says 'I'll try it next time I'm here', or 'I'm coming back again soon', or 'Save it for next trip'. Until now, I only entirely understand, it will not always be a next time. I am now physically and mentally grounded in my parent's fortes. 

I do not love my family and friends enough. I love them so dearly when they did something which touched my heart. But my love for them does not overcome me when they did something that crossed the line. Love and hate is just separated by a thin fine line.

Getting something from someone will always makes one smile. But when time passed or some other better goods were given, would you remember the gift from someone on that day, that month, that year? My purse got snatched. Not much valuable things inside. But there are something so close to me, meant so much to me and from someone so dear to me. These, are things that can never be bought nor it be replaced.

This minute you may be hugging and laughing with your friends, and next minute, you may be facing the down pour of life. So, make the best out of your life and stop complaining about your life being dull and boring. You are the play-maker of your life, you are the only one to be blame for leading an undesirable life. Write yourself the best possible play and make it happen. 

Don't regret things you decided. Not till the moment you do not have your freedom to do the decision. Not till you left only one choice. Even so, be thankful with the only choice given and make something great out of it. It is you to not paint your life gray.

I now hereby officially announce, I AM AGE 22. Based on my Chinese calender age.

Love,

Nichole @ LaiYin

P/s: I am not emo. Just so many things happen lately that freak me out. I am in situation where I really have to wake up and be mature.