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Phrase of the day:
别把爱情看得那么美。。。
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Was approached by a friend telling me his problem. I realized I'm not any better as compared. I have so many doubts, confusions, worries and issues. Grass is not always greener the other side. Every one have their own stories to tell. Or rather to keep. The problem with this society is, we can trust no one. Not even own self. The world is a cruel place where it forces human being to do things out of their principles, causes people to do things that are unethical etc. Who can we blame?
Attended a court proceeding that day. Observing how all these senior counsels present their case, I started to ask myself, is this what I want? Can I do this? And I can't answer. As inspired as I am by these counsels, I start doubting myself. Doubting my capability. Doubting my judgement.
Been through a few bad dates. And I'm starting to lose faith. Does true love exist? Will true love be blessed? If a guy leave a girl with reasons like, prettiness, height, weights, piercing, tattoo, religion, past, background etc, what should the girl do? Change herself to fits in? Or should she stay strong with her own belief and move on? If she stay strong, is that consider as egoistic? Does that consider stubborn? Not flexible? I don't know.
A friend once asked me, what happened to that carefree Nichole who don't give a damn what others got to say. I am asking myself the same question. Generally, people in this judgmental society will just judge according to their impression. I do not denied I'm one of them. But I try to minimize it. Further, if I were the Nichole back then, I'll hurt a lot of my love ones. I can't be selfish and think of myself only.
I tried asking around, is there anything that I should change or improve myself? I received feedback that I shouldn't change. Not even a bit. But what bout my flaws? Can I just ignore my flaws and live with it?
Love,
Nichole
Phrase of the day:
别把爱情看得那么美。。。
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Was approached by a friend telling me his problem. I realized I'm not any better as compared. I have so many doubts, confusions, worries and issues. Grass is not always greener the other side. Every one have their own stories to tell. Or rather to keep. The problem with this society is, we can trust no one. Not even own self. The world is a cruel place where it forces human being to do things out of their principles, causes people to do things that are unethical etc. Who can we blame?
Attended a court proceeding that day. Observing how all these senior counsels present their case, I started to ask myself, is this what I want? Can I do this? And I can't answer. As inspired as I am by these counsels, I start doubting myself. Doubting my capability. Doubting my judgement.
Been through a few bad dates. And I'm starting to lose faith. Does true love exist? Will true love be blessed? If a guy leave a girl with reasons like, prettiness, height, weights, piercing, tattoo, religion, past, background etc, what should the girl do? Change herself to fits in? Or should she stay strong with her own belief and move on? If she stay strong, is that consider as egoistic? Does that consider stubborn? Not flexible? I don't know.
A friend once asked me, what happened to that carefree Nichole who don't give a damn what others got to say. I am asking myself the same question. Generally, people in this judgmental society will just judge according to their impression. I do not denied I'm one of them. But I try to minimize it. Further, if I were the Nichole back then, I'll hurt a lot of my love ones. I can't be selfish and think of myself only.
I tried asking around, is there anything that I should change or improve myself? I received feedback that I shouldn't change. Not even a bit. But what bout my flaws? Can I just ignore my flaws and live with it?
Love,
Nichole
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