Been a rough few months. Birthday was normal. Valentine was crappy. Cny was fattening. And clp is still a headache. Screwed up my health. Screwed up my weight. Been a lazy bone for months.
However, dispite the bumpy journey, I learned a few things along the journey. I am childish immature and emotional. I very bad in verbal discussion. I have difficulties in transferring my point to another. I may think that's the best solution for a certain dispute but it turn out that's the worst solution. Having another encroaching into your path is annoying. But without knowing it, a person will some how encroach into other's path as well. That include me. I am slow in thinking for a defense for my case, by the time I form my defense, I'm suffering emotional break down. I have words that can't pronounce. I am bad in hearing. And also comprehending what I'm listening.
Everyone have flaws. But that form the uniqueness of us human being. To stand out from others, either worsen the flaws to get unnecessary attention, or improve the flaws to make myself a better person. Having flaws is not fatal. What is fatal is knowing your flaws but still live in denial. Acknowledging the flaws but not taking action for it, is as bad as knowing murder is a crime yet he still kill. What makes a crimal a better person is when he acknowledge his mistake, accept his punishment and came out as a changed person. That what make a person precious. That what makes humand different from animals.
I sound like a total confused trouble child. But at least I acknowledge it and making an effort to improve myself. And I still hold on to my own beliefs and dignity. I'm still Nichole but just a better and improved Nichole, soon.
Love,
Nichole
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