Confide

When you ask if you can confide to me, I was thinking otherwise....

True enough, I wasn't in the right mind...




Nichole

Chaperone

Chaperone.

I'm so tired of being one.

Is it wrong for me to not feel belonging anymore? Not belonging to something that I once thought I'll own. The desire of moving on is so strong. But where can I lodge?

Where is the world I wholly reside? I wholly belong and own...

Chaperone... And I shall continue to be... Until I found what I wholly belong...




Nichole

Dream...

I have a dream. But will I live the dream that I dreamt.

Pisces, the dreamer.

It's supposed to have an exciting chemistry. But where it went.
Where's the excitement and desire once appeared so fiercely?

Dream... Its just a dream at the end of the day...




Nichole

傻

如果爱一个人会变傻，值得吗？
那你又会愿意为我而变傻吗？
我值得吗？




Nichole

Ville de L'amour

One day, I'll be there…

… With you…

Pine for...

I don't want to...

....But I can't bear the absence

Nichole

幸福

与快乐。。。


原来是很短暂的。。。

珍惜吧




Nichole

Yuki and the Long Bean

So as you know, I have a baby. Her name is Yuki and I lover her to bits.

She's the cutest little (not literally) thing I have in my life. And just like every other dogs, Yuki is extremely greedy. Especially towards greens. So my maid was washing this bunch of long beans in the kitchen. And Yuki suddenly came running out of the kitchen with a long bean in her mouth and CRAZY guilty look in her eyes.

So we thought she stole the greens from the kitchen again. And we started laughing at her really guilty look. Then, to our amaze, she just sat there with the greens in her mouth and not chewing the greens. So we look closer and realized the greens is actually stuck in her throat. Her saliva was dripping all over and she's terrified. Instead of guilty. Or may be she's guilty as well.

We got to hold her firm, and pull the greens out of her mouth/throat. Poor dog. But she never learnt the lesson. She still go to the kitchen to steal greens.

All the little things I love bout my darling :)



Nichole

2014 Resolution

So it's the time of the year where you review what have you archived and what do you wish to archive in coming days.

As I am reviewing mine, I realized I gained so much meanwhile I lose a lot as well. For every one thing I gain, I lose something precious to me. Vice versa. I lost a person, but I learnt a lesson. I gained strength, but I lose trust. So I start thinking, what is life? Do I really need to care so much? Or should I be more self-centered? What is my direction in life?

And then something happened. I was then enlighten that our lives is actually all written and decided. And as I always quote, believe in faith and fate. All we can do and control is all the small things in life; How and what we chose to bring along when we're on our way to our own written path; How we take detours and whether we enjoy the path…

So here's my 2013 resolution and my achievement:
1. Pick up golf. Got my clubs and shoe but yet to get anyone to teach me. So I shall carry forward this.
2. Learn French. Nope, didn't get to learn. Carry forward!
3. Pick up at least one latin dance. Nope…. Sigh
4. Lose/maintain my weight. YUP!!!! I may have binged eat for a certain time period, but I manage to shed it off thereafter.
5. Pass my professional paper. HELL YEA!!! My proudest and happiest moment in year 2013!!!
6. Get a job. Uh huh! Got myself a stable job.
7. Start saving up for my dream car. I'm only getting fresh grads pay. I can't barely pay for my own living. Don't even bother saving for my dream car. But soon!! One day I'll have you, my dear dream car.
8. Be healthier. Cut down on sugar and oil. Yeap! :) And I'm making this my lifestyle for good!!
9. Stop buying shoes/bags. I manage to hold my crave to not buy any shoe up till my results day. But I deserve it. And it's on 80% sales! And it's for CNY! So yeap, I've archived this!!! :p
10. Participate marathon. Adidas King of the Road babeh!!!
11. More charity. To be very honest, I really did a lot more charity this year. And I feel really good about it. I think I'm going to make this my yearly goal.

And I present, my 2014 resolution:
1. Pick up golf.
2. Learn French.
3. Hike Mt. KK
4. Participate in more marathon.
5. Obtain patent and trademark agent.
6. Lose more weight
7. Rock climbing
8. Save up to bring my parents to go on a nice holiday
9. Bake a cake for every family member's birthday! 
10. More charity!

This year, I'm going for something more practical and fun. And lets hope that 2014 will be a better year for me. And for everyone too!!

So what's your 2014 resolution?




Nichole

累了。。。

我好累哦。真的累了。 好想有人好好疼我。与我聊聊。

未来的你，还没找到路吗？或还想再看看世界？

我在等你。你知道吗？等的好苦哦。。。


Nichole